`Iloveyou.

2009-10-23T03:08:00.000-07:00

-been decades i've last blogged-

"to change hate to love. its hard."

so, i know you've guys been searching for my updates for decades. uhm, im just lazzzy to update uh. mcm, nothing much to say out. life's a bore. got it?

well, yesterday, i got 'scolded' by this girl. wtf i care about her. she marah also i laugh ader ah. bobal merepek ah. no offence. and wht did you say? i dont appreciate you as a friend. im using you. wait, let me get this straight. i am USING you? eh, mind your words. aku ikhlas kawan dgn kau. kau tk suke aku, tkpe ah. your life is full or lies. im very sick & tired of it. yknw wht? get your own life. wnt kutok me or wht, its your problem. i still got many others who love me kay.

in life there will be people who hate you.

currently chatting with my hazirah naomi.

oh, darla, jangan sad sad uh. express it all out if tht makes you happy. seriously. dont keep it to yourself. buat saket hati sendiri ajer pe. just do anything tht you think you should. i'm always there for you kay. and, my shintokyo! hehe.

2009-08-14T23:55:00.000-07:00

its been decades since i last blogged. woo. well, things are getting quite okay la now. stable. thanks to D, A, N, S, H (each letter got a name okay.).
im missing aloota peeps not. if you knw you're one, please contact me asap. gagaga :P and, im changing number soon. will update you guys soon aite.

2009-08-02T02:18:00.000-07:00

This days im really semangat yknw. Wrote a song, three karats of pantun for Singapore, study maths (kay, tht was bcause im forced to). Alaaa, semangat jugak la eh. Anways, im updating bcause my friends ask me to, not tht i want to. Ikotkn hati, da lamer aku nk delete ni blog.
Last friday went to breakdance wt Amy. Gosh, lemme tell you tht im superduper effing kaku la. Zahra go learn hip-hop sua eh? Kecian tikus kene ajar budak mcm kau. Azzazzaaza :B Well,i just learn to break for th fun of it la. Just to relieve stress, i guess. Gahh. And, gt this bboy cine, he super cute la. Always say shxt shxt shxt. Thn damn shxt la apape all shxt. Me & Amy kept laughing at him though. Tu laki kekek giler.
Yesterday did nothing much uh. Eat, bathe, sleep, eat, thn otp otp otp. Otp wt Amy frm 11pm till 12am like tht? THn called abg just to check if he da tido anot bcause he said he will not be sleeping tht night :D Well, otp wt abg until 2am. Thn zzzzzz :)
Woke up at 7.30. Was thinking tht i was late for madrasah whn my cousin called, 'Oik. Aku da otw nk gi amek kau tau. Cepat siap!' Wth. Aku baru bangun sia. Haven't bathe nor eat. Haha. I just heck care him & took my own sweet time to mandi & gosok all my baju. See la, im so self-centred. Haha. Went down at 8.05am & he was like, 'At last.' :P Eleh, tu laki, want pick me thn dont knw how to call me at 6 or somthing. Gahh. Pathetic btol. HE ajak me take his new red colour car -.- lame siak. Stakat tu pon nk show off. So yeah, will not be at home at night today. Go celebrate dad's birthday. Heh, bapakku dah tua!
Lasly, happy birthday ayah & happy 14years 8months of living, zahra. I wonder when you're gonna be dead. Haha, golek.

2009-07-25T01:46:00.000-07:00

A pict of Racial Harmony day .
Should listen to wht mum adviced me to wear , black . But , i want jiwer wt my Chakapatapons mah :D Currently chatting wt my Chakachakapatapon (Nadirah). Hehe . Complicated rights ? Fyi , im Chakapatapatapon . Kkay , enough . Pening aku dibuatnyer wt th name of chaka-pata-pon :)
To anybody,
I knw wht you're feeling ,
bcause im feeling tht too ,
but my feelings is worser thn you .
Yesterday did heart-to-heart talk wt two loves of mine , Thanks A for understanding me very well . And , not forgetting , you too D . Thanks you guys . I hope our friendship will last long through thick & thin yeah ? You guys are th best . Can't help it but , yeah . Bestest girlfriends i hve ever had :D Thankyou god , for giving me such wonderful people to enlightened up my life .
Well , there's only one sentence tht i can relate to my life . Its just like having a riot in a box .
Golek . Off .

2009-07-24T05:42:00.000-07:00

ITS OVER .
im outta here . bye .

2009-07-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hello tee-tots .

Since my dearest twinnie , Hazirah Naomi , asked me to update my dead blog ,

i'll willingly do it like nownownow ! :D

Life's been bad for me .

Not talking to him for 3days seems like 3months. Urgh ! Can you get over this jealous-over-a-text thingy ? Im just sick of it . Im not communicating wt tht guy for almost a month already . Im seriously over & done wt him ok . So yeah , please :(

Dear god , all i want you to do is to take care of him for me . I dont want him to kept all this pain he's feeling to himself . Please help me find a way to communicate & for once , settle this problem. I dont want this to continue . I really love him . Please , just help me . All i want now is for him to be by my side , explaining to me why he is acting like this . Gosh ! Im loving him too much already . Please , i want this problem to be solved quickly & safely .

So yeah , thnaks Amy , Hazirah , Nadiah & Hafidz for being there for me . Especially Amy . Thankyou alot eh pandai . Haiz .

Kay , golek already can ? :)

2009-07-15T05:46:00.000-07:00

Amy , Dirah & Nadiah knw why i post this pict ^^

Oh , im so loving you , idiot .

Well , i didn't expect tht Amy sanggop take my phone & give it to him through Jannah . I was like , ' Oi ! Give my phone back laaah ! ' Then they laughlaughlaugh -.- Perangai baek per kawan ! I was so stressed up uh . Want take back th phone , tapi malu nk masok his class . Nanti aper jer orang ingat -.- Was risau-ing outside when sudenly he came . YESSAH ! He come , took out his phone , gave my sim card thn chao . He just say , ' naaah . '

APEDAH ? :P

Next , was lessons . Mr Tay didn't come . BOOOOOH ! Maths lesson was taught by Mr Ashar . Eh , he teach me Maths kan , i can easily understand sia . Huahua . Not comparing , but yeah :) After school , went to bpp wt Amy . We hantar Dinie alek first -.- Hahah . My mum taught Dinie my boyf siol . Oh-em-gee ?! Unbelievable . Anyway , today is kinda fun luh . Average ajer . Hahh . And , Asyikin kena suspected to hve H1N1 . Get well soon uh kau .

Haiz . Currently not in the mood to talk about crazy stuffs .

So , chao .

2009-07-14T05:05:00.000-07:00

Hello tee-tots !

Hows your day today uh ?

Well , mines great ! And , not so great too .

Let me tell you whts not gerek . Early in th morning , dad went overseas . Aww, daddy ! Imissyou so freaking much . Come home soon ! You'll get one free kiss from me aye :)

Another thing is tht , my friend , Sylvester Toh , got fever & poor Szeyee , me & Vincent hve to sit behind class just bcause we are near to him -.- Kaninabu . Then , this Glenson uh , kept throwing 5 cent coins at me as he say i look like a beggar . I was like , ahh , whtever loser . But i took his 5 cents uh . He gave me . Thankyou uh Glenson ^^

Well , the great thing is , mum bought for me chocolates & sweets . LOL . Stakat siak ni anak . Oh , and aderlah lagi . Netnotnet . Only Amy knows . I knw you knw , so shh ok ! *winks .

Oh , after school , waited wt Amy for Radz . He is late again . Wah Radz , bad habit sia you ! Ptsk . So we walked till Senja . Then when we reached Senja , i told Amy , ' i want walk until bpp . ' Amy was like , ' dunwaan . ' Thn i walk afew steps alone whn this mad man came & shouted , ' Oi budak ! Kau sial per ? Tktau nk balek per ? ' I was like , saper siot tu laki ? It took me afew seconds to realise he was actually TALKING TO ME ! I quickly turned & cabot uh . He chased me until lrt there sia ! Buto . Idk him AT ALL . Dah lah im fobia wt this type of people . Ptsk . Teringat whn im primary 4 , also gt this women who chased me . Ahh! ><

IDONTLIKEZ .

Then went home .

Currently chatting wt Hafidz , Adq Herna & Haziq ♥

Wahh , notice i chat wt all th H's today :D

AND , IM WAITING VERY PATIENTLY FOR THIS AMELIA YULIANA TO CALL ME -.-

Lastly , iloveyouH.

2009-07-13T06:15:00.000-07:00

hey babes & dicks !

Hows school today ? Mines GEREK ! :D

Morning , woke up late . Texted Norita to check if she's still breathing or dead .

Fortunatelly , she's alive . So , waited for her at cck & off to school -.-

I was noisy in th train . Very noisy . Sylvester complained to me in class :(

Reached school & surprisingly , they last min call me for duty .

Wapiangeyy ! I quickly ran down to collect sec 3 files as it was already 8.30 . So yeah , th worst part is tht i have to do it ALL ALONE . Pathetic . Called Jannah for help . Lucky she came. Huahua . Thankyou deary ^^ So yeah , we pass all th files & decided to have a break for awhile . We chated & chated . Netnotnet . Then off to collect all files again . Tiringgg ! Futhermore , 1st period was music & it was my turn to talentime . How to sing if you're tired ?! Haiyai -.-

So just sing only lah in music class . Ya allah , suarer rabakczx to th tahap maxima !

Lucky got back-up , Salihan . Huahua .

Well , hve health chek-up just now . Wahseyh , my eyesight still PERFECTO siaaa ! Happyhappy ! Hee . Andand, my backbone still perfect though i always slouch . Cool or wht ? The nurse was telling me , 'ah girl , good eyesight . keep it up !' I was like , you knw my name righhhht ? Why call me as AH GIRL ? Eww, th name so old fashion -.-

After school , went to meet mum at Bugis . Pathetic yknw . She force me go wt my school uni . Hello ? If i kena cought how ? Huahua . So , quickly changed to pt & off to bugis . Heesh . Mummy sebok -.- Hehe . Reached bugis , tucked in my pe tee into my skirt . Nk jadi nurd . I dont want mats to kacau me mah . So , yeah . Heehe ! Practically , shop wt mummy . She do most of th shoppings la . I was busy helping Eyra to solve her prob . I pity her , like seriously . Aww , thnik positive ok syg ? Im here for you :D

Currently chatting wt adq Herna , Haziq , Jannah , Nisa & Jocelyn ♥

Kay , chao uh , i wanna continue chatting wt them uh .

They gerek like heaven muchsczx !

2009-07-11T22:40:00.000-07:00

Hello tee-tots !

Aren't you all excited to go school ? :D

Lets see, im excited to go to school tomorrow . zzz -.-

Eversince when im excited to go school siaa ? Hmm , (thinking) . But seriously, im excited . Guess i miss my netnotnet friends . Especially vincent . Miss his horrible singings :) I hope we have no more social distancing or whtever lah eh ! Shitcszx all that stuff . I love sitting beside my partner ok ? Hmph . Hopefully dont have luh . My whole class love their partners already . Im happy tht my class finally learn to appreciate one another th way they are :D No rasicst ! Class peace ! Im becoming more & more hardworking now . Trying to buck up marks for my weakest subjects , maths & science . See , im learning ! Need extra tutorings la . Who eh ? Any volunteers ? Hohoh . I want to thank vincent for guiding me in maths classes . Not forgetting , sze yee :P And , to ms elfi too for listening to my problems tht day .

THANKYOUTHANKYOU !

Madrasah was fun .

Came 30mins late . Im consider early siaa today ! Usually i'll come 45mins late , right ? :P Lazy to wake up mah . 8am start siol . super early mansczx ! Took Aqidah & Arab exams today . Noone say good luck to me :( Macam gini kawan kan ? Tkpertkper , i ingat uh ! Hmph . Well , during th breaks in between examinations , its actually for us to study . But, my girlfriendddyys are all busy talking about Micheal Jackson & all tht stuff . So kecoh !

And , they thought i was wearing skirt ! -.- Its a type of pants which looks like a skirt , get it ? Hahahh , oh , and Syafiqah even tried to pull it bcause she thought my 'skirt' terselit in th between of my pantat -.- kaninabu . Funny ass .

After madrasah , teman-ed Nabilah Rosli go change her baju . Saw this mat-rocker-tk-menjadi . So 'handsome' sia ! -.- He was sitting beside this longkang starring at us . Wthefook . I knw we're pretty . No need to stare until like tht uh siaak . Slumber jer stare . I had enough of banglas starring & smiling at me , mats disturbing me & all that . Haiyai . Get a life can ? Nk kacau pn , lets be friends first laa . Alamak !

Just finish teaching Nisa how to make her own blogskin .

Hope she can make one herself lah eh ! Jiayou love :D

Kay , golek .

Wanna chat wt Nisa , Airul , Zairul & Amy bby ♥

EDITED.

Woohooh , currently chatting wt beloved adq Herna .

Wish i had knwn her from last time ah . Cnferm skrg dah jadi bestfriends punyer !

Tsk , she's superduper nice lorh i tell you . Guys , wanna take her ? TOO BAD , she's Abdul Ariffin Bin Abdul Malek's property . Dream on people :D

ijusthopeyoubothlast .

2009-07-10T05:08:00.000-07:00

Hello kiasu-kias!

Amcm you all? Still th same? -.-

Time goes really fast today.

Went to school wt Norita teo, Nadhirah, Glenson & Bangs.

Glenson kept pressing th off button when im texting Zairul -.-

Norita was funny in th train. Sing songs la, talktalk. Very cute leh she. Tsk.

Reached school, do duty.

Maths was so fun! Mr Tay kept doing silly faces to our class.

Wahh, he's getting more & more FUN. Ilovehim aloot now, as a teacher :D

Ms Xie is also fun today. Kept laughing. Super outgoing :) ILOVE.

Well, spent most of th time wt her.

Harap you all don't think negative leh. I was just talking to her about fidz.

And, about Michael Jackson too. Nothing else. Serious.

And, sorry for not telling you all tht i go home bcause i was in a hurry.

Sorry girlfriends!

Went home.

Isn't this adorable?

Drawn by me. Was given specially to Norita Teo sayang.

Currently chatting wt her.

Alamak, she's th best i tell you. Super kekek.

AND, VERY OUTGOING!

terima kasih cinta for everything tht you gave me.

i love norita teo :D

2009-07-08T03:41:00.000-07:00

Hello jakon-kias!

Amcm you all? Rocker? -.-

Today school was boring. Was half asleep during litreature.

Partner was like, 'Zahra, you okay anot? Ptsk.' I was like, 'aah, kay.'

Suddenly he said this to cher, 'Cher, why she no mood? See lah.'

-.- Aku ngantok lah ngok! Lucky cher never ask me if im sick. Confirm i'll shout, 'OKAY LAAA!'

Suprisingly, maths is getting more & more fun day by day. Cool or wht?

After school, went to do mother tongue project.

Amy was choosingchoosing names then th characters are, Ghaffar, Fiqsya, Boi & Zairul. I was like, 'whaaaaat? ZAIRUL? :D' Apape lah eh. Fyi, dirah & eyra is currently addicted to patapon. Chak chak patapata pon, eh? Then they kept saying to me, 'pat pat patapon.' Pathetic much.

Next, went to zhenghua cc again.

Radz was late againagainagain. Waited for him for 20mins like that.

Me & Amy were bored, so we go explore th cc & leave poor dirah alone playing patapon. We went to th roof, but there were a few greenridges who kept starring at us, so we went to th graffiti place. Fulerrmak! Nicenice. We took picts, edited, but lazy to upload :)

By the time Radz reach, Dirah needs to go home. So i teman-ed her & left Amy alone.

Actually, not really leave her la. We met back at lot 1 to train home together.

And, mampos la, Home Economics still out-of-stock. Alaahai -.-

2009-07-07T05:41:00.000-07:00

Hows school idiots?

I wasn't quite hyper today bcause netnotnetnot.

Lets skip to home econs. Oh how much i miss mr ong.

He go National Service already. DAAAMN LAA. Never say bye :(

So yeah, Ms Dee scolded my class bcause some people, like me, haven't buy activity books. Lalala~ Susah nk carik oi! Popular all out of stock. Die lah die. Cher, help us find la. Dont scoldscold la. Scarry yknw! Your face dah lah fierce -.-

After school, went for NCC meeting.

yay yay! I'm a copral. Ah, kay, LAME ah LAME.

Congratulations all part B's for passing silverwing *clapps

After th whole meeting, went to 2N2 to see Dirah & Amy perform.

Fullermak, cool kepa korang joget. Macam monyets! JOKING. Super random uh they.

Anyhow dance here dance there. Me & Azirah was like, 'aah, lawarlawar -.-'

Lastlast, they syiok sendiri & ended up wt Azirah texting her mum & me, texting hmm, [insertaname]. I miss [insertaname] alot siak :)

SUMPAH I MISS YOU.

So after a long time of them syiok sendiri-ing, Amy decided to do handstand.

Then she asked me to grab her leg & push it to th wall, tapi i kept laughing. Sorry uh babe.

In the end she jatoh & both of us kept laughing non-stop. Seriously. Until my eyes is full of tears. Bodo ah lu. Make me laugh. Upskirt! :O

Jocelyn called to ask what's my blog song. Stakat? -.-

BUT HER VOICE VERY CUTE. ilovehervoice.

Especially when she say, 'iloveyouloveyou.'

Then blahblah, went home.

Currently chatting wt Nisa, my pretty rocker. Rock on hunny!

And, texting [insertaname] :D

2009-07-06T02:12:00.000-07:00

AND SOMETIMES I THINK,

MY LIFE SHOULD HAVE ENDED A LONG TIME AGO.

i guess im not in a mood to update.

so, golek.

2009-07-04T21:42:00.000-07:00

i miss friends. i miss bitchings.

i miss studying. i miss teachers. i miss school.

im becoming more & more studious. zahra's changing to the better kan?

nevermind, let me be. like seriously. sometimes, i feel like im back to my old self.

the studious times. good lah tu -.-

but nevermind, im still playful. cant help it luh.

can't wait for school this tuesday.

wanna be hyper uh. especially in mt class.

oh, and, DIE LAA. madrasah project haven't send yet. aiyaiyai.

saranghaeyo, people.

2009-07-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

Wthefvck. Why cannot upload picts already siao?

Pathetic uh gini. All blogs are gonna be wordy.

IDONTLIKEZ.

Well, currently reading XiaXue's blog. Oh-em-gee. She rocks a milion times harder thn my granny does. Seriously, she gave me an inspiration tht life can move on though there are many people who hates you. This is life :D

to 'Ariffin's Istri' ;

Alaaamak. You want him so much kan? Take him uh.

I dont give a damn on people like you who come to my blog spamming wt all those 'fvck' words.Please la, i wont take him from you. I WONT. Hear that? -.- Futhermore, tag wt your own name can? Like its very pathetic tht you don't write your name that your parents gave you when you're born. And, no need to call me a bitch of you don't know me WELL enough. Notice that i caps th word 'well' bcause if you just knw me by looks or name, you have no rights to say tht im a bitch or whtsoever. If you call me a bitch, fine. I knw you're just oh-so-jealous of me :D Fyi, he doesn't even bother to text me anymore. Am i right to say that ariffin?

to Ariffin;

Thanks for being a wonderful husband to me.

Yeah, i'll find another a.s.a.p to replace you. No worries. I just wanna be close wt you. If you mind, tell me. I wont interfere you anymore. I'll run a thousand miles just to get rid of you. Thanks for not replying my texts. I really 'appreciate' it. Really.

Go have a better life wt your Herna. Last long, husband.

I just want you to remeber tht i'll always love you & you're hard to be replaced.

Especially your cute voice wt tht 'r' karat :)

Another thing, thanks Dirah, for being there for me when im in need.

Im so sorry that i so called tudoh you anyhow for not layaning me. Its just my thought uh. Sorry if it hurts you :(

Lets talk about yesterday.

Was fvcuking hyper siolszx. Giler nk mampos man. Even in mt class. Th whole class kept laughing bcause of my reactions. Even Azirah called me giler. Hah. For example;

Me. Cikgu Mis.

Zahra, kenapa kita harus mengambil suhu badan setiap hari?

Hmm, err,.

Kenapa? Awak tidak tahu ke?

Tau, pasal government suroh amek pe. Kiter ikot jer lah!

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Haruskah recess dipendekan?

TIDAAAAAAAK!

Ok, Zahra, kenapa awak kata bergitu?

Pasal, pasal..

Pasal?

Pasal dah luh banyak orang. Aunty buat kerje pon slow. Dah tua mah!

Siaaak jer aku bobal.

Haahh. After school, was still hyper till i text Airul, Haziq, Dirah, Amy & Fir all at th same time. Hyper giler maot seyh. Fir says he likes it when im hyper. Very fun. Aww, thankyou. I knw Azirah kinda hates it bcause i'll scream at her ears, sing loudly, laugh loudly & do things a girl shouldn't do. Sorry Azirah. Hehe, she even told me, 'dari last year aku kenal kau, kau tk pernah gini.' Sorry uh. Was just happy bcause, hmm, idk ^^

And, happy birthday to this people;

-Muhammad Irfan Bin Azimat {1st july}

-My mum {2nd july}

-Syazirah Binte Abdullah {4th july}

-Nazurah Binte Jaafar {4th july}

-Muhammad Salihan Bin Sahroni {15 july}

fyi, i notice many of my friends are att now. Waduhh!

I just need a close guyfriend. Anyone?

2009-06-28T05:33:00.000-07:00

I dont bother to talk & upload picts about today.

Not really in the mood to do so, but, yeah, will elaborate ajer.

Didn't attend madrasah today bcause seriously, i can't wake up. Terlalu penat uh.

Went to cousin's house to see th newborn baby.

Muhammad Danish Irfan.

Arghhh, boring.

Lets talk about yesterday instead;

AYG PREVIEW ROCK UH!

except for th last part. Pathetic -.-

Ohmy, who took this pict uh?

I BUNUH YOU UH! tsk tsk, you so tk baek ah.

I was just concentrating playing this game named 'patapon'.

Pat pat pa ta pon pa ta pon -.-

Isn't she cute?

My mental twin oi. We rock uh! \m/

We always think, do & say th same thing at th same time.

COOL MUCH.

I just lovelovelove this pict.

Macam cool gitu. Like mataer, tapi tak menjadi uh ):

Amelia Yuliana Bte Jamil

One veryvery pretty friend of mine.

Best sharing partner. We always have same problems.

VERY PATHETIC.

Feat. Mummy Eyra & Amalina.

Dorang rock uh. Kekek like saiful apek does.

Or maybe, saiful apek better uh :P

After th whole thing, went to causeway wt Amy. We reached there 8+ & she hve to get to th movie around 8.45. So, she quickly tukar baju thn went in search of friendship band for US. Well, we decided to choose yellow & black bcause colour combination is nice & unique. I LOVE IT. After that, send her to her family & off i go, home :D

2009-06-25T19:20:00.000-07:00

Went out wt Amy, Dirah, Azirah & Hazira to Lot 1.

Firstfirst plan nak buat project. Lastlast discuss skejap ajer siolszx.

Then Amy go break. I dunwaan follow. Malas uh. Sorry ):

Move on for more pichas & details abt outing wt th Ra's :D

Ni kes syiok sendiri take pict when waiting for Dirah &

Hazira to get out of th stupid jamban -.-

The bestest yet most irritating girlfriend.

Have lots of fun crapping wt her. And, thanks for th milo ^^

And, lastly, thanks for gg to causeway wt me.

Ohmy, i took a pict wt a 'pontianak' in th toilet.
Wthefook (?)

Behind th scenes of th 'pontianak';
Nur Hazira :D

Singapore already have 315 cases of H1N1.

Yet, school dunwaan extend another week. How pathetic -.-

Anyways, this is just a plan of my project. Im just being pathetic by drawing tht (:

More pichas wt Dirah. Want see? GO ASK HER LLAAA!

I'LL STILL LOVE YOU ALOOOT ):

Awwww, he died of hear attack at 3am (singapore time).

How sad huh ? I was woken up when my mum shout , 'Zahra! Tu Jackson dah mati !'

I was like, 'Jackson maner plak pagipagi mampos?' Thn at last i found out its Micheal Jackson. Arghhhhh! Ilovehim. Ilovehismusics. Nevermind, dah takdir dier mati hari ni . What to do lah kan ? Tsk tsk . RIP, Micheal Jackson. Naseb kau mati biler dalam Islam :P

2009-06-25T04:25:00.000-07:00

IM ADDICTED TO HER !

hey, im not a lesbian okkaayy ?

She's currently rated as 'THE BEST' in everything.

Gosh, tengok ah, sedare kesayanganku dah besar makin lawar kankan ? Jealous aku.

Anyways, who's more cuter last time? Nisa/Zahra.

And, now who lagi lawar? Nisa ah of course!

I miss my baby days bcause i really missed th days ayah bring me everywhere carrying me instead of walking. I seriously miss those days aloot. Those were th happy days of my life. Can't afford to lose such good memmories :DDDDD

2009-06-24T20:15:00.000-07:00

PRETENDING EVERYTHING'S OKAY.

Yesterday web-camed wt Ariffin.

Only can see his face only laa. I dont hve a webcam -.- sorry.

Watched hi-5 (omg, i sound really stupid watching it). Seriously.

Around 4.45 went to Bugis wt family till aroung 9+. Met cousins there (: They wanna eat prata so much man. I was like, 'eat lah korang. i dunwaaan.' After eating, went to idk where ah bcause i was very busy texting him. Oh, & thanks for making me cry. Iloveyou so much for that aye? Cried silently in th car. Like wth -.- Until today seyh, idk why whn i hear th second song, i can slowly cry. Haiyooo, zahra must slowly move on already laa :D

Dearest, thanks for always being there for me. You're very hard to be replaced.

What i can do now is to be close wt you & just remember those cute faces you gave me online. Thanks for everything, bestest guyfriend ;D

Im so sorry to say that it takes time to forgive you.

Im currently pretending to be okay. Just pretending.

How pathetic. Th only thing i can be happy about today is tht,

yay yay! TODAY NO TUITION :DDD

Lastly, SA RANG HEI KAYLYN !

2009-06-23T03:22:00.000-07:00

Im currently very irritated wt th banglas below my blk.

Can do their work anot? Dont stare at me lah! I want watch tv pon susah yknw -.-

I complain to my mum, dad, boyfriend, grandma & mp then yknw tau!

Veryvery pathetic workers nowadays :P

Anywaay, mum kept asking me to revise my maths more. Yes mum, i will for pilot's sake. Even Ariffin says tht nk jadi pilot, maths kene bagos ): Awww, why like that? My maths no good siaa. Harharhar. Dreaam on zahra if you want to be a pilot! Actually can ah, but must start revising aloot from now on. I'll try to concentrate more on mr tay's lesson ah. Conferm if i get high marks he will be very happy of me, i think. Hahhh!

Currently chatting wt mr (yknwwho) & otp-ing wt my best chinoneh friend, Fangyu. Alaamak that girl , kept telling me she wants to meet Aswadi -.- You want meet him, you go school alone ah! Idontcare. Don't call me for help if he do anything to you aye. Cause i wont ever help you. JOKE :D Ayway, told her about th banglas who kept staring at me. She said, 'Bcause you very fat mah. Thats why they look at you! Hahahah!' Pathetic girl.

THIS IS WHAT IM DISSAPOINTED WITH MOST;

there will be no extention of June holidays D;

wtheaven. I want to migrate to malaysia can?

Just to get extra holidays. How pathetic can i be huh -.-

2009-06-22T05:26:00.000-07:00

Today went to nenek's house at marine parade.

Lerr, just shop at th normal place named geylang, joo chiat & tanjong katong complex. I spend th whole day texting Ariffin. Omg, he is so kekek. He only knws th community center in marine parade! Kecian you. Laen kali i ajak you jalanjalan lah eh :D

Now its time for you all to meet these special people in my life.

ABDUL ARIFFIN BIN ABDUL MALEK ♥
Let me introduce ya'all to this bestest guyfriend of mine. He's th best in talking crap, making me laugh, smile & go to dreamland. He's also th best in making lyrics for me to enjoy. And, i love his 'r' th most bcause its karat .Very cute. Seriously. Ariffin, don't deny that fact ok? :D He's very special to me. Veryveryvery special. He knws why lah eh . Ya'all don't kaypo ah!Lastly, ilovehim very much. Nothing can seperate us now & forever.If you want seperate us, try ahh try. Conferm cannot punyer.

Khairunnisa Bte Mohd Nasruddin ♥

This girl, ya'all should be very familiar wt. This girl eh, without her, life is nothing.I appreaciate her more thn you think eh. Anywaaay, she's th one who introduced me to Ariffin. Tkde kerje nyer budak :P But i really want to thank you for that. And i can't wait to meet her this Friday.Can break together :D And, Ariffin, its not break as in break leg or wht. Its breakdance -.- hahaah ! Lastly, i lovelovelove Nisa to th end of my life!

DON'T EVER WASTE YOUR FRIGGING TIME TRYING TO SEPERATE ME FROM THIS TWO AYE :D

2009-06-21T04:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY AYAH, DADDY, FATHER'S DAY!

especially to my handsome daddy over there ^^

you can't see his face right? he's handsome. macam bollywood hero.

thats why my mum take :D awww, iloveyou, ayah.

my love is the bestest gift i can give to you (:

Today went to bukit batok wt cousins straight after madrasah -.- I was sleepy yknw.

Daaammn, we went to aliff. (Nisa, you're right. Its aliff) I tell you, th food we ordered can feed 10 people. I had a very hard time struggling to finish th food. No wonder im getting fatter ): Gosh, need to burn down fats. Mind going out wt me for a jog anyone? LOL. After eating we went home. Boring hor? Yeah, i knw :P

Nexxxxxxxt (!)

Tadaaaaaa, Khairunnisa Binte Mohd Nasruddin.

My topmost favourite girl that cannot be replaced by anyone else :D

I repeat, CANNOT BE REPLACED BY ANYONE ELSE.

The reason is that, she's my bestfriend, girlfriend, laughing partner, listening ear & not forgetting, cousin :D See lah, noone can replace her kan? Too special already lah this kid (:

Oh, and, she's attached wt Mohd Irfan Bin Azimat. That one stupid abang angkat of mine -.- Last long ah korang :D So, boys who cannot get her as a girlfriend, too bad. She rock my world & i rock hers. Cm'mon, we're very close. VERYVERY colse. Nothing can seperate us tau. If you think you want to seperate us, oh, cm'mon, you're wasting your time, loser.

Can't wait to meet her this fridayyyyyyy :DD

2009-06-20T03:55:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DINIE THAQIF BIN ZALI & MAAM ELFIE!

not forgetting, happy ayah's day ;D

So i have alotlot to share. Trust me, aloooot. But, i lazy to type. Lets see if my hand can type it all out yeahs. So here it goes;

Friday.

Met a few boys at school at 0930. But, i reach 0920so, yeah, kinda frustrated bcause im th only girl who semangat sampai so early. Pathetic ): . And, this Arisha Melati eh, so much for her 0930 sharp tau. She came like 0950 -.- and me, Azirah & Nga Kei was like, 'so much for 0930 SHARP!'

So we quickly put th presents aside & me & Arisha was deciding where to put th candles. Seriously kecoh ah we. Stakat candles pon nk kecoh. So actually, maam & Dinie were supposed to come at 10, but since we're not ready, we forced them to come at 10.10. So, blahblah. Cut th cake, give presents & here's th fun part. All were to fall-in & maam gve us her 'appreciation' speech. Then Vannessa & Mian Ru will diam (freeze) us all & go behind Dinie & siram him wt 2 botlles filled wt very cold plain water. Seriously cold lah. I stand beside dinie also kena abit & it super cold. Hahh. Next was when we bully Dinie to eat another 2 pieces of th cake & thn, th leftovers kan, Arisha must throw at Dinie's face. Kekek siaa his face. All was laughing ;D

And, i knw Dinie loves my present bcause whn he open it, he said, 'woah!' Harhar. Cool eh my present? Biaser lah tu. And, he sempat pose wt my present. Wth :}

Saturday.

Went out around 9.30, i think & met cousins at woodlands swimming complex. Aiyoo, mandmandi playplay then off. Go mandi lah. Thenthen, we go pizza hut to eat. Daddy was like, 'Zahra, go pay lah. Today is father's day.' Then i was, 'No money ;D' Stupid lah eh. Dengar deangar no money wht zahra -.- harhar. Got this abg ah, his name Zulfadhli. He super cute & handsome oi. Trust me, you'll love it when he serves you. Especially when he say hawaiian pizza jadi hawaii pizza. Can't stop staring at him lah oi. I want him be my abg angkat one day cancan?Then we eat 2 pizza's then play wt leftovers & off, home. Sleep lah, abeyh? Tired bodo :P

And, i think later my cousins will bring us out again. yayyyy ;DD

Oh, andand, im currently chatting wt this topmost favourite girl of mine, Khairunisa Bte Mohd Nasruddin. She rocks man. Like seriously. And, imissher alot oi ;DDDD

2009-06-18T03:55:00.000-07:00

AT LAST IM DONE WT THIS NEW LAYOUT :DD

Spend one full hour editing this whole layout man. Good effort paid off though.

Anyho, today was oh-so-not-gerek day. Early morning kena forced by mum to teman her go market. Like wth, i hate it yknw. Im so sleeeeeeeepy! Give me a break.

Next was, tuition. Me & cher both not in a good mood. Both muker ngantok sia.

Cannot angkt. So, struggled wt a few questions & yesssah! I undersuhhtand it damn well already. And idk why everytime im stuck wt an equation, this word 'siaosiaomeaomeao' will come out. Very pathetic sia.

Good heavens, Nisaaaaaa! Where th heaven are you? I want to chat wt you lah, cousin :P Missya like hellven much tau tk?! Oh, andand, Radz told Amy to bring me for breakdancing lessons? Cool kepa? Will join ya'all soon yeahs!

Kay, golek.

2009-06-16T23:13:00.000-07:00

OMGOMG. IM SO SORRY FOR CHANGING LINKS VERY OFTEN ):

i love last monday. veh funfun siaa :D

firstly, i GOT TO tell ya'all about Fokker 50! ^^

Super syyyyyyyiok! at first th plane was super stinky luh. All cannot tahan.

I get to sit near th pilot oi! Can see wht he's doing & all that. Super cool lah seyh. Happy siaa me. And, i was sitting wt Arisha, fyi. We both kecoh kecoh nk jadi pilot whn suddenly this Arisha Melati senyap nk maot. I was like, 'Arisha! Wht telah hapen?' Punyerlah panic aku dibuatnyer. Haiyo, tht girl false alarm aku siaa -.- I DONTLIKE. So th pilot seriously was soo super fun lah. Turn th plane left, right, down, up. Coooooool! I love it. But i hate it when th changkat changi girls kept shouting like wtf mad women. Dah lah mentel. Me Arisha & Azirah don't like sia. Haiyoh. Still maam can say thier discipline better? Wtfook.

After NCC, straight went to nenek house. Like i never bring extra baju siotszx! Lucky mum brought for me. So get changed & all tht. But, must wear th boots -.- She never bring shoe. wth. So i insist of buying this shoe around there lah. For goodness sake, i feel much more comfortable wearing tht shoe thn th boots. Hehe, no offence, but true. Nampaksah. So around 10 plus, dad brings me & my fam to his new tempat kerje. IDONTLIKE. Alooota dogs )): Next, went to Marina Barrage around 11 plus to play around thr wt my cousins. Thn went east coast & listen to misteri jam 12 ((: Then reached home around 2am, i think. Super fun lerh!

I can't wait for th celebration this friday. Like seriously. I semangs buy present already yknw. Hehe. Kay, chao.

2009-06-14T04:49:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to someone,

Im sarcastic to you for own personal reasons. Its like, so far i don't knw your true colour till now. When i knw it, i was seriously shocked. You're so very different thn wht i think you are.

You like to jump into conclusions very easily. You're self-centered! I mean it.

You suck, busted. I wanna deal wt you at msn. But you're afraid. I knw.

Thats why you delete me from your list kan?

Silverwing piece of cake ahh! Mcm paham. She'll hunt me if she reads this :P

Oh, just now went to Mr Mazri & Ms Loh's wedding. But i went to Ms Loh's side, since im veryvery, i mean it, very close wt her family. Hehe. So, reached there, got a very warm invitation from all Ms Loh's makciks. They love me. See lah, Zahra is sociable even wt th old.

And, guess wht? In th beginning saw Glenson Goh. He was texting me, 'Eating happily ah.' LOOOOOOOL. So we text-ed & text-ed. Mum got a gucci wallet. She gave to me. Thankyou mum. Next, i saw th kompang boys. Sh!t, they're zhenghua drums essmble boys. HAHA! Then satu satu look at me like, 'Eyh, zahra lah!'

The most bestest thing that th kompang boys did is tht whn they walk beside me, they hit th drum like super loud until i can bcome deaf. Sumpah can bcome deaf. I hate you all! Bully me eh? HAHA! One day i'll take revenge. One day ahh, but idk when ah :P

Currently chatting wt Nisa ♥

Thanks for telling me everything. I love you, as promised.

Read Nisa's blog, it really give me a very warm feeling tht im a special person in her life. iloveherfvckingmuch!

she even told me this,
i even tell irfan tht i love you more than him cause boyfriends , can easy get easy go , cousins , cannot . because its FOREVER !

Awwww, i love her effing much. She is very improtant to me in my life now. I mean it. Without her, life's nothing to me. Khairunnisa Bte Muhd Nasruddin & Amelia Yuliana Bte Jamil is my everything for now & ever :D

my post super wordy sia. But i love today(:

2009-06-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

Today succcck. No comment.

I think today suck bcause tomorrow will be having silverwing exam & i don't even bother to study, revise or even listen to th lectures given for th past 2 days.

But, th funny fact is that, i dont wanna fail. I dont knw why.

To me, to fail is just pathetic & shameful. But, i cannot go against fate(:

*evil laughter*

Khairunnisa;

Don't take it too hard. Its not tht i don't want to layan you, its just that im just abit stressed out wt family probs, friendship probs. So yeah, now im kinda stable & i can be back like last time, if you want ah. If tknk nvm, i can be kerek towards you. No worries babe(: But, remember, if you feel left out or whtever shxt, remember i'll always love you. I really sayang you lah cousin. No need to tell you tht kan kan? Anyho, your words in your blog makes me feel super touched sia. And, i cried. Daaaamn you!

im awfully sorry for wht i've done to you, cousinlve.

2009-06-10T04:29:00.000-07:00

"Every success comes with pain"

Wahhseyy, my legs are damn wobbly now. Thankyou cousin for being lost till ended up at orchard and th fact that i have to wait for 2 looong fvcking hours for you at Lot 1 -.-

Daaaamn you :P

Silverwing was so boring. Th fun part was only to chitchat wt Fatin, Amalina, Vincy, Sham & not forgetting, Haqial. Me, Fatin & Staff Fara likes to disturb him. Kekek lah he. Hoho. Th best part was whn i snatched his Calbee crackers from him. Then nk buat muker sedih. Hehe, thn i'll always say, 'Take lah, take. Cute nyer muker tu.'

can't waaait for tomorrow!

*winkwink*

Currently otp wt Amelia Yuliana Bte Jamil.

iloveher

2009-06-09T07:37:00.000-07:00

"You are nothing without friends."

Was chatting wt a few peeps. And, jyeah, i did Amy's layout & i did mine. Siala, Amy's was muchmcuh simplier to do rather then mine. Seriously.

Currently chatting wt Kaylyn & this one favourite kid of mine, Norita Teo. See lah, me & her. Always get crazy together. Tkleh angkts. Damn you Norita, i bet people will say my heart is nicer then yours. *evil laughter* Don't believe?

Ask lah, ask ask ask. I bet mines nicerrrrrrrrrrr yknw. Weehee :D

ilovenoritateo

2009-06-08T22:07:00.000-07:00

"Life is like a rollercoaster ride"

Sometimes its hard to fake that your're always happy bcause your close friends will knw that your faking it. Well, yesterday was an oh-so-fvcking idon'tlike day bcause dad really made me pissed off. Like seriously.Don't wanna exaggerate lah eh.

So yesterday i was so down. Hopefully today not. Hahs, anyho, mum asked me to quickly wake up & bath. But i didn't wake up on time, so th thought of visiting my newborn cousin was postponed to th later part of afternoon, i think. Anyho, told Amy tht th name of my newborn cousin was supposed to be Muhammad Danish Radzidi but thn many of my aunties didn't want tht name, so, they have to change it to Muhammad Danish Irfan. Eyh, th name Radzidi more cool la -.- If want to change pon, why must it be Irfan? Its like, too common la th name. So yeah, thn was otp with Amy & discussed about our 'future anak' name. I actually want it to be Danish Radzidi thn blahblah changed it to Henry Radzidi -.- Amy added th 'z' in th centre, so finally, we decided tht th name is Henzry Radzidi. Cool kan kan kan? Biaser lah tu. Kater kiterkiter *smile damn widely* Idk why me & Amy always hve same opinions. Its like, seriously, we're having same probs & everything. Almost everything. Cool yah. Kater best friends mahh :D

Lastly, tonight will be th night Mr Mazri & Ms Nafisah nikah.

selamat pengantin baru!

2009-06-08T04:23:00.000-07:00

"Every good thing comes with a sacrifice"
Gosh, gotta agree wt that sentence for now. Currently struggling wt Maths. Its like th world's gonna end for me yknw. Wt friendship probs, family probs & studying probs all mixed in one. Haiyoh, so yea, im studying for th sake of mr (yknw who) who really looked down on me for maths -.-

2009-06-05T01:27:00.000-07:00

Hey people of th world.

green.

Anyho, i'll not really update my blog as much nowadays as im reaaaaaally not in a mood to share things wt ya'all. Tht doesn't mean im kerek or wht okay. Its just tht, yknw, many probs came up these days. So, i'll just hve to MIA for awhile.

A few days back, went out wt Amy & Radz. Oh, yes, ty Radz for th treat(: We made very good friends wt Kak Yati. She's very cute siaaa! For more info, please go to Amy's blog to read ;D

So, today was, okaykay :/ And, im wearing green! Happy save th Earth day everyone! And, Happy Birthday Radzidi :D Woohoo, Amy, did i spell it correctly this time? hahas. Well, today my cousins frm KL will be coming so, m kinda busy now. Hoho, still need to pack my barangbarang.

Oh, & hellyeah, i noticed tht im kinda hating smeone right now. Idk why, maybe she's getting bitchier? Haiz ._. Sucha friend. Lucky not bestf siaaa. If Amy tukar her attitude, i punchpunchpunch her pretty face i tell youuuuh! Hehe,

Kay, chao.

2009-05-29T23:44:00.000-07:00

Eyh, wht you feel about this paragraphs?

'they wont forgiv me.but all seems okay to them..they are happy without me..they hev zahra to replace me.'

'tergamak they left me at the cross country..i had to walk on that stoopid path alone now thgs are starting back like sec1 where ppl will leave me...zahra take over.'

My first reaction was, 'Huh? Aper kau merepek?'
After asking them wht happened. I found out, ITS SERIOUSLY YOUR FAULT. Accept th fact. And, not happy with me, tell me face to face ahh. Anyho, as wht i see, everytime you lose someone, you'll BLAME it on me. Aperhal ahh? I knw you hate me eversince sec 1. Idk wht happen to you yknw. Dulu, i knw you're th most 'nicest' girl in class. Skarang, mcm minah maner tah. Eh, cermin your face first. Kau maki2 in class every morning. You think i like? Eyh, its your fault ahh, seriously. And, i was in th group too. NOT THAT THEY REPLACE YOU WITH ME OR WHTSOEVER CRAP OKAY? Tk puas hati? Bobal face to face -.- No need to blog about all this. You treat your bestfs like dogs. This is your pay. Taste your own medicine ahh girl.

Lastly, this is wht someone say to me to say to you, 'Jangan nk step cute ahh. Kental, tknk ckp face to face.' I'm gonna add on, 'Aper gunernyer kalau ader mulot tapi tknk bobal face to face? And, yang kau gi libatkn cikgu perhal? Sial ahh. Tk pslpsl aku & eyra nangis maser parents - teacher meeting. Sumer salah kau ahh siaaa. Perangai doggeh.'

Oh, im so sry we have to end it here. Personal matters like this makes me have to leave you.

MR TAKIZAWA LEFT ZHENGHUA? GOSH, IM TOO SAD TO COMMENT AYTHING ALREADY. I'll JUST SAY THAT, 'I'll miss you like hell. I'll miss your teachings, your jokes & your smiles. You're th best teacher a student can get.'
*crycry

2009-05-18T19:55:00.000-07:00

Hellos.

Feel rather down right now. True friends? Fake? I dont knw how to look at thier true colours. Maybe they might be faking, or maybe, they're my guardian angels. Heesh,

Yesterday had a small tiny little thing happen. Well, its solved now. Thanks to Nadiah? Sort of, thank her. HAHAS, oh ya, cm'mon laaa, grow up. As wht me & Asyikin say, 'Boys are dumb & immature somehow.' Yeaaa, kinda agreed to it somehow.

Idk why i feel down these days, someone help me. But, though im down, im still willing to be happy in school, just for my dear girlfys. Though somethimes they ask me why im sad. HAHS. Iloveyou all laaa ;D

And, ohshi!t, please, keep my secret people. I trust you all bodos. So, dont lose my trust. And, boy, if you want me to let you go, im willing to let you go & i dont want to treat you as my brother anymore. Majok tk tentu psl thn tunjuk muker tk perlu. Wth -.-

Oh, andandand, my fatty Eunice, who is asking me to write her name here. TAAAA-DAAA!

Gosh, i think i like him rather thn handi-him.

2009-05-18T02:36:00.000-07:00

Hellos.

Have you ever wondered why fate sometimes allows pretty girls to be with ugly boys & handsome boys are to be with ugly girls? Its not tht im saying people cant stead or those who stead already are blind ok? ._. Its just an opinion though. Hehh.

Current mood; sad.
Only Amalina knw why. She understands my situation, i think.

Hmph, yknw, if your heart say tht you hve NO feelings for this certain someone, thn why must your heart always jealous whn you heard someone likes or steads with tht certain someone? Haiz ._. Andand, padehal your heart lves another someone. Complicating though. Someone, please, advice me. Tys(:

Aiyooo, zahra zahra, you hate history now? YES.
Why? Bcause i suck in it.
FULLSTOP.

Oh, last Saturday went out with th usual cousins, Farhanah & Farhan, gosh! I saw Awal Ashari((: Lerr, he so cute siaaaaaa. And, i took pics with him macam jakon. Yknw why i jakon? Bcause he's my idol from p5, i think. HANDSOME bodo. Seriously. Those who view my pics in my hp, will see a candid pic of him. Cute luhhh, but abit blurr bcause its like 12am. Oh, not forgetting, we bth like Opeh. Not Opah -.-

Wht a random post, dont bother reading yeah. Unless i ask you to.

2009-05-15T00:28:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Seems like i've not updated for 123456789 days. Not busy, but infact, LAZY.

Crushed letters & false hopes. How random(:
Oh, i lve this girl's photo. She upload many of it in her photostream at flickr. Super nice laahs! It really means alot ya'knw. I adore her pics. Can i be like her? Of course, NOT. Boooohooooohooos! Kay, shuddup.

Nothing seems to be interesting these days. Everyday wake up late, bath, watch tv, sleep, text people & everyday i ton until 1 or 2am. Fun sh!t. Ton alone watching cds & stuffs. Seriously. Yesterday watched Wendy Wu Homecoming Warrior. That show was fun. Kinda funny though. Hehh.

Nothing much to post leeerrrhs. Only that, im happy to chat with Shidahdahdah; my favourite cousin aye. She & Zainab. But thn idk whr tht Zainab go lah. HAHA!

I'll wait for you as long as it takes.

2009-05-09T22:28:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Madrasah was fun. Cried all th way. Ustazah go story telling with us ahh. About th nazar & kiamat & th consequences one will face if he/she didn't pray for that day. God, im sorry *innocent face* :D

~~Oh yes, i miss _____♥, so frigging much.~~
Guess its deep now. Im in trouble.

Got this from LimFangYu's blog. Guess its true though.

True love is when you miss him even before he leaves,
when you could listen to him talk all night long and never get tired of hearing his voice,
when the sound of his name sends chills up and down your spine,
and you can see his smile when you close your eyes.

I can't write a lve song for you, a drawing will do.

2009-05-08T23:50:00.000-07:00

Happy Vesak people!

And a few wishes from me though;

-Happy Birthday, brother.
-Last long ehh my Nisa :D
-Selamat pengantin baru to him&her.

Yes, tahts all. All th BEST for Art yeaaa. Especially to me who haven't EVEN completed my mock up ): Now out.

Tuesday ahh Tuesday. You wait!

2009-05-07T23:01:00.001-07:00

Yesterday's Maths paper was kinda not as i expected. Instead, it was wayyy better ;D Thats doesn't mean you're smart eh zahra. HAHA. So hmm, History seriously susah siott this time. Maybe bcause i wasn't studying it AT ALL? Or maybe, it was hard. Idk.

Today's Science & D&T. Science was so-so. As i've sort of expected. Study hard pon tk guner. Aku tk paham aper bende tu question bobal. Tanyer kawan, dier pon tk tau. Gerek paaa class aku. One for all, all for one.
-_______________-

D&T th bestttttt ahh! I toldya, i lvelvelve D&T bcause of its theory. Idk why people say its boring ahh, but for me, FUN. Super FUN. Kay back on track ahh. D&T piece of cake siaaaaa. Waitwait. Biler maser zahra suker D&T ni? Aiyooo. Forget it, butbut SENANG siaaa. Only time not enough. Tau asal time not enough? Need draw alot of things siaaa((: FUN. Very FUN.

Kay, those who know what i draw for th test, shuddup kayy?
Bye.

Miss you effing much siol. I didn't see you today )':

`iloveyou

2009-05-05T23:47:00.000-07:00

Gosh, mum funny siaa. She naggnagg just bcause i told her that Maths was seriously hard. Gee? If i knw, i don't even bother to tell her. But if i F how? Lagi terok siaaa kene nagg. Baek nagg now then later kankan? So at least they knw what im gonna get(: So, they have no high expectations of me ;D Kay, im so bad.

Maths & Geog was so-so. As i've expected it to be. I have a hard time doing Geog. Like seriously, i thought i can't finish it. But i did ;D Yayyyyyyyyyyyyyy! BOOHOO. I have a super hard time doing Maths. Ended up chiong-ing graph. I knw its all wrong. Pfft~

Guess what? Idk why ehh, when Ms Xie is collecting th papers, my hands are shivering. Then actually, half way through Maths, idk why my tears strat to roll down. Wth zahraaaa! Whats wrong with your hand & eyes? Got problem ahh? ._.

Bern, Azirah, Dinie, Muhaimin, Ting Hwee said it was easy? Wtf? You guys smaaart asses larrrh! Idk anything )': Kay, part tu dah mcm phm. But i have no mood to do exams today. Thats what i knw ahh. Me & Amy no mood. Gahh.

Ohmyyy, Obama said that Singapore's Maths Textbooks are interesting. Bcause of th cartoons. How nice can that be? Too nice laaa ehh. Please laaah, for goodness sake, we don't see cartoons man. Aku conteng buku MAths ader ahh. Haiyoo.

Oh, yes, case closed between me & Asyikin. Gee, alas((: Iloveyou bestf.

Im looking at you & my heart loves th view.

`iloveyou

2009-05-05T00:26:00.000-07:00

MotherTounge paper was easy peasy kentucky((:
Gosh, tk salah th setter is cikgu Aiman? HAHA! I see. Omg, i was forced to sit infront today. Daaamn. Bencibenci, tk suker ):

Im bruttaly honest siaaa,
Gosh, budak tangan patah; iloveyou.!
I am, right here, right now, being honest :P

Wish me lucks for tomorrow's Geog & Maths. Gee, studying Maths now. Haiz ._.

2009-05-03T23:09:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Im irritated by your fake-ness man. Just show your true self bodo.

Today's English paper was finefine. Paper 1 was ohmygayy. Its like, i can't do all except question 5. Gerrrrrraaam nyer aku dengan setter tu. You knw who? My dearest cher siaa; Mr Takizawa. Gosh! Paper 2 was fine toos. A little easier; only passage A ehh, must read over&over again to understand th whole passage. Gahhaa, & yeaa, NA's too, get th same paper. Streaming year mahh. Tehheeeh~

Oh, im gonna end with this;

I don't mind losing friends like you. Seriously. Losing you means nothing to me. NOTHING. Get a life will ya? A life that has all th species like you. Just now, when you cry in th morning, at least i show care for you. But, what did you do in return? Sadly, nothing. As what i've expected. I too, say 'good luck' to you, but what you gave me? A sarcastic smile. You took my brother as your brother. I dont even care man. But, now what? You still dont have enough of what you want from me is it?

And, to th other you, i don't trust you anymore, get it? You took all my trust away from you. Harapharap, yg kau kater th thunder struck your tounge tu, will happen really soon. AMIN. Kau kater jer kau sumpah demi Allah atas Al-Quran but, wtheck is this? Pleaaase laa, think before you say & do. Kau sumpah tau siaaak!

I've express all here. Hope this will make you guys realise & think all over again. Its all up to you guys now. Im outta this matter. Hate me, love me? I dont give a damn anymore. Its your life, your decision. I actually don't mind forgiving ya'all but, selagi korang tk mintk maaf kat aku hidophidop, selagi tu aku tk akn maafkn krg. Sry to say this, korang dh melampau. You force me to say all this. So, get a life bxtch!

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2009-05-03T04:06:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Was just surfing th net when i feel like posting. Anyhoo, can't stay long, tmr is MYE. Gosh, naseb tomorrow is English. Hope it turns out th way i expect it to be. And, daaamn me, lost my daaamn bloody exam timetable. Tomorrow should ask someone to write it for me. Gaaaaha. Lastly, im gonna wish all of ya;

GOOD LUCK FOR MYE, dearies!

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2009-05-01T23:10:00.000-07:00

Few things to take note;

`What you expect from me siaa?
`Awww, exams nearing. Its like on Mondaay.
`And, wth? Go have your own life that suits you sucker.

I want to go to th 30th storey to kill myself.

I miss my RUSHIDAAAAAAAH! Meet up soon yeahs :D
And, prettypretty, im no jambu. You jambu laaaah! Im gonna selaaap your jambu face when we meet. Dont run ahhs :P
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Damn, MYE is neaing, hearts are aching, minds are packed, tears are falling.
I still remember my cher said that its not that government wants to give exams, its your parents who wants it. Kay, wthwth. If parents want, let them do it laaaaah!
Aiyoomak, susahkn anak jer.

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Marina Barrage.

2009-04-30T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Yes, if he don't like you, why bother laaah kn?

Waaah, MYE is nearing & things are just getting so packed up & wrapped together. Almost everyday i have extra lessons on either Science or Maths. Even Saturday also hve Science supplemetary. Actually that's optional ahh. But, i want to go; for my own good ahh.

Yesterday was a blast. Slept at 1.30am, finally finish that d&t journal. Woke up at 5.30am, blahblah & off to school. After school, gosh, got Maths remedial till 3.30. So yeaaah, Maths remedial was okay. If only he ddn't accuse most of th students copying his answers. But i did'nt copy lorh. Swear. I really attempt those diff questions. Thats why i do slowly. Nampaksah all of us are kinda weak in your subject mahh. Forget it. So, after that remedial, mum texted me to go nenek's house at Bangkit. In th end, i say i want meet her at masjid. Lagi cooling ahh there. Calm & cooling. Yeaaahs. Stayed there until 9.45pm then off to meet cousins at 10 & went to ton at Marina Barrage until 2am. Coolio. Th whole day i was wearing tht 'hot red' uniform. Cool ahh cool. And, thanks Haziq for teman-ing me :D Will upload photos later.

Yayyyyy! Tomorrow got Science supplementary. Guess im hyper enough to attend it. After that supplementary, guess i'll be meeting someone before going off to another nenek's house at East Coast. Yeaaaaaah, i want to play sand ahhh. Want to de-stress(:

Till here ah, currently studying Science.
Tc ahh people! Don't sicksick, MYE coming.

Mid Year Examinations.

2009-04-28T06:08:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I will try my super best to study. I must jiayouuu in these subjects;
`Maths.
`Science.

The rest all okay ahh. Standard. Not so up to standard ahh. Pfft. Still stable. But still must jiayouuu & study. MYE nearing people; 6 more frigging days.

Thanks to ♥Muhammad Firdaus Bin Adnan & ♥Airul Joseph Archuleta.
Sayaaaaang korang.

They were there when im in need, thats why.

You are yourself.

2009-04-27T03:00:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Currently chatting with dearlydearly ♥Airul & ♥Jannah.

Airul seriously rock my pantat siol. Dah laaah handsome & hot, cute plak tu. Tengok ahhh, f.boyf saper kan? Zahra yang choose perhhh. Mesti laaah hot from th oven.

Not forgetting. he is so super pandai nk pujok orang. By making kekek nyer kek jokes. See ahhh, how lame can we both be?Veryvery lame. So here are th questions;

Zahra. Airul.

`Asal kan pontianak terbang pegang2 kain dier ?
Bcause dier takot nnt dier terbang org nmpk sluar dlm dier?
Ahah taaaaak ! dier tk pki slua dlm ! psl hilang , ZAHRA AMEEK !
datu buat bantal bucuk mlm.

`Theres this crazy man whos really crazy , he flew in a helicopter and the helicopter has a toilet . he separated the toilet bowl from where it should be and dropped it into the sky . you know , then it well to earth . why did he do that ?
He is crazy. Thats why.
Hahahaha, betolbetol, pandai pon.

`Theres a patient whose doctor said that he has cancer and that he has only h-6 month to live . but when he went out of the hospital , he died. why ?
Bcause th doctor say 6mins but you heard 6 months.
Noooooooo lah. 6 months.
Then idk.
Bcause th toilet bowl drop onto him.
Oh, its continuous from th 2nd joke. Wth.

Seee, we are seriously, super, lame. HAHA! But i still akan ♥Airul for his funny-ness :D Yeaaaaaaah f.boyf.

` ♥firdaus 2n1;
Don't give me that happy face, i tell youhhhhh.
Im super pissed -___________-
Apeeedaaah nyer kawan.

` ♥jannah;
I am so NOT hot.
Im stating th fact, whoever disagree, spam my taggboard. Tys :D

Till here, Byebyeeeeeee.
Note; you are what you eat ;D

Its just me, nothing about you is into me.

Let it flow.

2009-04-26T03:44:00.000-07:00

Hello.

As time flies past through my eyes, things change.

Today went to madrasah. Perbincangan BUZZ was okay. Kinda fun with some of th 'normal bits of my life' coming to madrasah. And Syafiqah & Nabilah are always th crazy ones. They go gagaga & i go gagaga with them toos. And, this girl still smash her head into th glass door. EEW! Stop it aaah kid.

Nisa wrote;
rawrawrawrawrawrawrrrrrnnnnnnisaaaa♥♥♥zzzzaaahraaa !
Zahra wrote;
Nice art there, ♥NISA.

Currently chatting with beloooved ♥Nisa & other schoolmates of mine. Nisa very funny though. She kept sending '♥' and i kept sending back '♥rawrr'. See laaaah, this two cousins, so th giler nk mampos. Cannot tahan laaa with their perangai. Betolbetol like, wtf? Jokings((:

So, tomorrow got Maths. A little bit prepared for his lesson. Hope i can concentrate. Hmms, Science got test? OMG. MUst study later. Burn midnight oil. See, i so semangs. Alaaaahai. School still bores me till NO end. But whattodo? Government suroh study.

Next year all express class have A Maths. Buat lawaaak paa? But, i must jy. Must go 3E2. Nononono, Jeichiel, NO. 3E1 got 8 subjects. I dont want to be kiasu. Later you see my face bcome stress then you knw. HAHA!

Till here.

♥I hear my heart calling your name over and over again.

I want 3E2 (:

2009-04-25T00:48:00.000-07:00

Hello.

So hows the Sec 2 placement talk yesterday?

Well, did alot of things yesterday. We're vvv busy laaaa i tell youuh! Met Irfan, Salihan, Arisha & Willyn at Bukit Panjang. Omg, Salihan looks like a real daddy. HAHA! :D

So went into th lrt, its like, OMG, all laughing at each other siol. Met Dinie at Senja & off to school ~ Waaaah, reach school we slacked awhile & off to work. Need take 600 water bottles from PE department room to hall. Penaaat! Take stairs. HAHA. Lagilagi with blazer. Super hot laaa.

So parents came, listen to talk. I mean, NA first ah. Then during th NA talk, th other counsillors all go th normal place under th ramp to slack. Fun aye. So when its our Express talk, woaaaah, all already restless. And, mum & dad unable to come. Sad. So sat in between Azirah & Syazirah. Kecoh sak me, Asyikin, Syazirah & Azirah. All talk about which class wanna take. Actually nk duduk dgn Hafidz uh pat blakang, then dier siketsiket Nisa. Tkder bender laen. So leave him alone ahh :P

I waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant take 3E2. ME & Nadiah planning to go there. But, th thing is, th rest, (Amy, Dirah, Salihan) Want take 3E4 or E5. Apeeedaaaah korang. Just bcause of a subject, jorang nk gi that class. Please laaa, 3E2 so basic siol. Take E2((:

Oh, many parents finding for mum. Many said i look great. MY shoes & shirt are nice. Thaaaankyou people <3

So currently studying Maths. See, im so rajin. Mcm pahaaaam. Yeaahs, till here. Actually banyak bende nk bobal, but lazy to talk ahs. HAHA!

I wantwantwant 3E2!

Why must it be today?

2009-04-23T05:29:00.000-07:00

I'm currently sick & tired of everything! Im tired today, tired of th guarding thing. And guess what? Tomorrow got Maths Test. Flunk pon flunk uh. Memang tkde harapan nk blaja time penatpenat gini per kan? Cher, im pointing my finger(s) on you. Yaknw why.

Oh, thanks mum for giving me some tips & ceramah after i pour it all out to you. Guess you understand why my results are like that now? And, yes, i cried. Its last this thing is waaay last year & i kept it. But i think now mum's getting closer to me, so can tell her uhs.

Even though during th guarding thing i saw Linken (yes, im quite delighted to see him bcause he's th cutest guy i've ever seen?) , it didn't make me cheer up a single bit. Talking to him pon no use. We just talk crap. I was just faking everything Linken & Amalina. I say i am fine, but deep inside im seriosuly not. Its just that, im not a type of person who wants people to knw about my weaknesses & problems. Its just that, errms, nvms.

Thanks Fir for advices. Nisa sayaaaang, gua cinta sama lu & imy till th very much of everything. And, Idham & Aidil hari ni so-so? Call me minah Malaysia -.- tiao. Whatever, case malas nk layaaaan. Haiyaaamaks.
And, you. Fk it up. Hate you till dont knw when ahh. Ingat kau princess pa? Okay uh, untok aku, kau princess, princess penyakit hati + princess tepi jalan. Fine? ^^

Im crying, end of this post. See me cry, its seriously bad.

The best day ever (:

2009-04-22T03:58:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Everytime i will remember those words you said. Iloveyou, my girlfys & boyfys. <3333333
1 heart per person. Muhaimin, Nadiah, Amy, Dirah, Syikin, Eyra, Salihan((:

Today's school was neutral. Duty was kinda fun? But not like that time uh. HAHA. Oh people,c hari ni, pagi we fought. Sad uhs. Was kinda stressed out. But, yeahs, me, Dirah & Amy tried to settle th problem & it comes out with a vvv happy ending. Aku sayang korangs.

Guess, gutts are th most important thing you must have to discuss about this problem. Well, so i did build my gutts uh. *skipskip* Hirtory remedial; hahahha. Me & Azirah always buat muker tk perlu. LOL.

So yeahs, after settling, we came with th conclusion that she's in fault. But, nehminds. We'll forgive you deary. Iloveyou, there's always a place just for you. Jangan take advantage suaaaa ya? Heesh.

Oh, tadi she called. Tears rolled down my eyes. Dyia, you dont have to cry. Its like, im here for you. Though you do this & that, i'll forgive you. Don't worry much. I'll share th pains with you. Thats what friends are for kankan? So, i'll be here for you. And, ya'all knw what? Nadiah v cute looorh. Go write this script then read to me on phone. HAHA!

And to Salihan & Muhaimin, oh im so frigging sorry to tk layan you both. Sorry uh boys. I was in a bad state. But Muhaimin cute saaakkk ^^ Lambai kiterorg macam budak kechik. I loike :D My cute Muhaaaamin :P

I'll be hating tomorrow. For goodness sake, we have to wear Uniform 3 to school? My god! High heels? Long socks? Eeew, tknk. Mfmfmfmf. Whattodo? Ncc needs to do this. Haiz ._. Thick & thin, Ncc is with me.

Oh, short post laaa. Penat uhs. I want semangs study.
So, till here. Takecares.

I'll be your friend as always.

please think & change.

2009-04-21T03:38:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Im playing masks at you. Bcause of you laaa.

School bores me till no end. Lagilagi dengan perangai oh kanina cb kau. So, today there's history test. Omfg, didn't study. Im super sorry cher. But at leaaast i knw whats th paper asking about & i can answer it. Im loving history? :P

Oh during art. My dear lovee, Bern ahh Bern, go make me laugh till i fall butt first. Freaaaak youuu. Pain yaknow. Its like, everytime i laugh of a lame joke kn, my tears will tend to come out. Then this ahh Bern uh, go make me laugh sumore. Its like i took 10 loooong mins to just stand up straight. Fvck. Teeheees~ Iloveyouuu mahnszxz! <3

So, after school waited for Amy & Dirah to go Lot 1 together. Before that, me & Azirah go 1E4. I sweaaar NOT to be near to my freaking juniors UNLESS they are without that fking millipides. Guess what? Sakinah took my calculator & curve ruler (fvuk, my most precious things). I chased after her lorh. Then this Hidayah (both classes ahh both) go take my art masterpiece. Arghhhh! I just feel like shouting at their ears to give it to me back. LOL. Oh, Sakinah go put my curve ruler at th clock -.- And ask me to climb to 'rescue' it. Haiz ._. I told her if only Haziq was here -.- But, he sure won't help one. Kan Haziq kan? ((:

Ohs, Sakinah, padan muker kau uhs. Kene scratch dengan bafg aku. Dh kene scratch still dont wanna learn a lesson. Wthwth. Teeeheeehhhhh.So went Lot 1. Talk crapps & stuffs and th 'hot topic'. Dont wanna eleborate much. But you both really make me feel happy & my mind flies back to last year, January :D <33 you both.

Oh, you, hey, look, you said that you don't like people playing masks with you right? But you are th fking one who start all this fking mask thingy laaa. Bodo binte cb kanina. You play mask with me kan? Infront of you be th goody one & behind, backstab me? Fvuk? Eh, from last year eh, i feel like screaming at your ear that you scvk to th v core. Pompan, kau eh, janagan step uh. Kau tuer dr aku so what siol? Perangai maintain uh. You accuse me for pulling her to do something like me kn? Then you tell th others & th others were fooled by you & they fking trust you. But, if they knw th real me, i think, they will hate you MORE then ever human would. Think first before accusing busteeerd. Are you suhhtoopid or what? Being sacarstic infront of me & being a nuisance behand me. Wtf. Padehal ehh, aku innocent, tk PERNAH buat aperaper kat kau. You suck. THats it. Before i post about you & telling who you are, please ehh, think!
Amy, you knw kans? Shh bcause i knw you'll be reading this(:

So, went home with Amy around 5.30? Hehh. Tk bleh stop bobal. Funn lahh.
Ohs, daddy, please, i sumpah i didn't sms using her handphone for like 2 months already. You also uh, dont accuse me anyhow. Wth. Whats happening to this whole entire 13 years of living on a place called Earth. Oh, whats th use. Notice today i tend to give her th 360 roll eyes look. And im giving all of you a fake smile today. Sorry. Haiz ._. Tomorrow hope im better? Gee.

Its so tk gumer living in this world.
Special thanks; Amy & Dirah ajeeeer <33333

If you seek Amy, you must seek me first!

2009-04-20T01:51:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Thankyous for th positive comments ya'all.

Today went school with Skinny-Ah-Ma. LOL. Im so frigging nervous to meet her lorhs. Seriously. Sumpah, im nervous. I scared she'll laugh at me. HAHA. But what i expected was 50% right & 50% wrong. Lalalala~ When i meet her at Yew Tee, she was like, 'My Fat-Ah-Ma! You look like barbie doll.' Wth. I dont expect it, like seriously. HAHA. Omg, tys :D

So we took th fking long way to school. HAHA. We were laughing like hell in there. This fy laaaa. So super hornyyy~ Saw th sweat of someone's butt already laugh so super loud. wth. But very cute lah she. HAHA. I love youuuu LFY ~

Oh, went school & everyone was like, Fatimah / Bukit Timah, is that youuu? Lerrrr, of course its me laaa. Cannot be my evil twin sister or my soul rights? Suhtoooopid. So, noone still commented on my bag uhs. Th first one is AmeliaYuliana((: Wahahahah. Full name lagi. Dont playplay! Serious uhs. This is th conversation;

Me. Amy.

Zahra, tu bag kau ehs?
Tkuh. Bag nenek aku laaaa~ *giggle*
Jangan bedek uh *giggle* Lawar oiey.
HAHA. Biaser uhs. Tys.

So, then at Parade Square, Eunice told me something that Amy was longing to hear. Its about her. HAHA. So i told Amy & Dirah & Amy was like on cloud 9? Or should i say more then that? Happy jer tu budak. If you seek Amy lah katerkn((:

I seemed to be getting closer to Amy & Dirah again. Happy ending laaa peeps. Eyh, Amy, tadi kiter nyer hairstyle coincidence samer. HAHA. Padehal we talk on th phone until midnight tapi tk plan seyh. WOW. Loike it. Jiwer ^^ Love them till coreee~ Oh, Hazira, tys too for saying my bag preetaye~ Biaser uhs. LOL. And, Amalina, aku tk luperkn kawan laaa. Kau tu, asyikasyik dgn sau. Nnt jadi Sasau baru tau. HAH, joking ._.

So, decided to be th usher for th Sec 2 placement talk. HAHA, mummy kene beli baraaang baru. Wee~ Shopping :P Money, Money. Give me moneyyyyy~ So, decided to go with Arisha at Causeway Point. Lastlast mak Arisha & my mummy pon nk ikot. HAHA. So i told Arisha, we shop at Causeway jer, but, we seperate jobs uh. Arisha & mum carik baju. Me & my mum, kasot((:

Byebye.

Tell me that what im thinking is correct.

Hellyeaaaluuulliaaah.

2009-04-19T03:28:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Don't ya'all watch okto todayyy? Bring your toothbrush((:

Yes, bring your toothbrush, th Indo-Australian kiddo. Oh heavens! He is superduper cute :P I want him to be mine can? He's only 11 years uh. Veryy young. LOL. How i wish im his friend. Pfft Zahra, dreaaam on babe :DD

So, yessa, its like im just daydreaming at his cuteass looks rather concentrating on th show. LOL. He very cute ahh. Tk boleh resist. Then everytime he make an 'act cute' pose, i'll laugh like hell & say, 'My goddd, so th cute lah this Patrick!' Terok kns? I knw, i knw.

So, yeaahs. Today madrasah okayokay lah. Not that fun bcause many peeps didn't come. Eh, ya'all must come next week tau! Ader perbincangan BUZZ? Or something like that uh. Super fun. Conferm kiter bobal crapp. And, im so into this warrior, Khalid Al-Walid((: Super fighter ^^ Kay, lamelame ahh lame :P

So yesterday attend my bapak nyer kawan nyer son nyer wedding. Long link eh? LOL. Then ya'all knw Wak Leh? Th one who acts at Suria criter 'Sinaran Hati' if im not wrong. I saw him & unfortunately, i took his butt photo instead of th pengatin. Oh shucks! And not only me ah who take th pic. My mum got it toos! Only her one stengah onlyy. Mines full size okay? Full tau, dont playplay((: I haven't delete it from my phone uh. I wanna keep it can? Precious. Not everytime you get this opportunity you see :DD

Oh people, ya'all knw my new girlfy tu Nisa kn? She's my COUSIN uh. Omg, im so super fking happy laaaahs~ Arboden. Who not happy to have a girlfy as your cousin kn? HAHA! Nisaaaaa~ love youuuu till deaaath babyy :DD Must meet her laaah deyyy. Can't waait! :DD

So been texting Fiq & Dirah this few days. Its like so addictive texting them. Funnn aye this two. Oh yes, Amy too. Nisa also. Jannah also. Oh banyak nyer~

Okay uh, till here. Tomorrow school. Will be bringing my new baggy. Th red & white polka-dots daddy bought for me((: Nice uh, to me. Dk if ya'all think its nice. Oh im gonna change hairstyle toos~ NO minah kayy. Im so frigging Anti-Minah. Ty :D

Byebye. Tcares people. Don't sicksick ahh. MYE coming taus!

Its like rain & shine all in one. Put your soul into th sea.

Congrats.

2009-04-17T03:48:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Congratulations to Choir for getting Silver :DD
You've made ZhenghuaSecondary proud.

Today morning went school with th normal kid, Kaylyn. We kept talking about someone in my formal class. Teehee. Kaylyn, i respect your decision okays?

So, lessons are super boring today. Lectures for Science; Asyikin asked Ms Tan one random question, 'Cher, you single right? Mr Takizawa also single you know.' Then Ms Tan so cute de lo. She just bit Asyikin. HAHA! Ohs yeahs, no Jannah for MotherTounge. Except for History. Super fun can? Mr Takizawa so cute. Go layan my crapps. Ty uhhs cher((: Serious ly, when he wrote th letter, 't', th tail too long mahhs. So, here's th conversation,

Me. Cher Takizawa.

Cher, your 't' hor, th tail vvvv looooong le.
*class laughing*
Ohs.
*erase th tail, making it shorter'
Is this okay with you?
Okays. Better. Thankyou uhs.

See, im so lame kn? I even commented on him about his 'i'. HAHA! Sorry uh cher. I knw, im super irritating. So, ended History & that means, end of school. After greeting Mr Takizawa, i tell him 'Cher, don't see you in NCC.!' Then he ask why. So i say i sick lor. He say take cares. Woah, he super caring can? My Alphas so lucky get him as their sir siol. Im jealous. But, Maam elfie also okay. Im fine with all :DD

So, after school, went to meet mummy at Causeway Point. She go blanja me eat Macs~ LOL. Saw Aunty Linda. She makin sihat. And, Sarah, omgosh, you are superduper sihat lah youuuuuh! Weeehee~

So, went home after makan. Im too lazy too drag myself all over Causeway Point. I just buy Hairband & a few other hair accesories since im shortage of it :x Bought it at HELEN. Tu pon nk bilang. Wtheck me.

So now currently otp with Kaylyn. She call me one. HAHA! Haiz ._.

Ohs. The picture above, th first pic is of course my ZhenghuaSecondary. The rest is me & Berny. Omgodd. We forgot about Muhaimin. Ohs im super sorry Muhaimin. Monday we take with you aite ^^ So, yeah, thats all peeps. Byebye.

Strong.
Since I've been flying and writing the wrongs.
Feels almost like I've had it all along.
I can see tomorrow.

Still recovering.

2009-04-16T03:22:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Truly an everlasting friendship is very hard to find.

Today went to school alone. Thought of spending quality time alone. Like real. So, lets see, saw Sze Yee at Keat Hong but she didn't take th lrt as its full -.- OMG. So i actually waited for her at Jelapang. I pei her go school ^^ I vvv sweet; i knw, i knw. Kay, kembangan.

So school was normal. Actually i still on MC lorh today. Wth. Only daddy forced me go school. Dad, im just sick. Understaaaand? *open eyes bigbig* Nvs((: Showed E5 peeps my artwork. LOL. They said it was nice. Especially th flower, nicely coloured with a wicked essence ^^ See lah who colour kn? Zahra perrrhhh.

So, hmm, lets see, during D&T, Mr Loy vv th cute leiis. He tell us th story of this & that. Secret uh bodo. Cannot tell. So, our theory is only 1/2 hour. Good hor? But D&T journal must be handed in by 30th april. Gee, 14 more days people. 14 MORE DAYS! How th heaven shall i rush that?

*Skip* After school went for peer. Yessa, th questions difficult. Seriously. Im not bluffing people :D Ni budak namer Firdaus ni eh, betol nyer tkder kerje tau. Pekik 'Zahra! Zahra!' Aku buat bodo jerrr. Sorry uh. Lalaalala~ Then after that walked till BPP with Arisha & Norlina. Azirah followed till Senja. Tired luuhhs. Kater saket, tapi masih mau jalan. Hyper btol uh ni badan.

So, th picture above is my black watch with Skinny-Ah-Ma's blue-white watch. Nice hor~ Tomorrow will take picture with Berny & Muhaimin. We will show off something that we 3 have in common. So get ready for th next post yeahs? I love Muhaimin & Bernyyyyy! Both vvv th cute laahs. My son & my lovee :DD

Oh, th watch above is a trademark for my class. You all don't kaypokaypo uhs. HAHA! Jokes. Anywaaays, saw Cikgu Mis today. Muker pucat. Aperhal sey? :\

People, see this; http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=opR0f_iFQHs Nice! :DD Nisa joget lawaaar. Loike it.

Im super sorry, i can't go NCC again. Seriously, i cannot kena th sun. I'll get dizzy & will be sicker & MAYBE faint instantly. So, i think, i need a break duncha think? Seriously. Omg, i miss NCC. I want to go, but doctor advice not to. Mum also tk kasi. Kawan kawan also. How sad is life?

Our friendship will last. Don't blow it away.

First & Second day of school.

2009-04-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Life's like this, life's like that. You're like this just like that.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAYLYN LEE; LESSBE! ♥

At last, yesterday, i've gained a great achievement which is passing th damn frigging 2.4km run. God. Tanyer uh kawan-kawan aku. I run like super fast for th first time can? 2nd girl to arrive; 17 mins. Superduper slow.

I run like an itik i tell youhhh! Sakit perot. Lalalaalala~ So what? At least i passed rights? So yes, thabks to senior Hamdi. He supported me bodo. First time. Thanks manymany. Sempat cheer & sinidr aku eh bilr tgh minom air. -.-

Went school with Kaylyn today. Im th first one to give her present ^^ See, im super nice. I bought a hippo toy for her. From Sasha's company. Its Singapore's finest bear collection((: Kaylyn, hope you like it yeahs?

And, my sweet 2E5 gave her this board with all our wishes for her! Gee, class aku sweet giler babi.

So, today, halfway through lessons, was admitted to sick bay. LOL. Punyerlah susah nk go out of school. You have to take this green form, go find teacher to sign it, then go detention room to sign approve then wait for your parents to sign & lastly, security guard -.- Wth. Banyak nyer process. Aku bleh pengsan dokk.

So, mum fetched me((: Went to doctor uh babe. 5 tables, 3 times a day. Wth. My god. So, then went makanmakn at Banquet. Sedaaaaaaaaaaap! Kater saket. Kay whatever.

To you (those who hates me?);

Dogs look up on you;
Cats look down on you;
Pigs treat you as an EQUAL.

Till here. Take cares. Dont be like me (':

Last day of holiday.

2009-04-12T20:25:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Oh people. What it feels like if you woke up & found up you're sleeping upside down with a fever?

For me, i feel like taking crazy, sick pictures of myself. Pfft. So yessa, there it is. Th pictures above. I knw, im crazy. But so what? People love me for my crazy-ness. Teehee. Right people? Kay, shuddup zahra. Shuddup.

So, just finished E-Learning((: Yayyyyyyyy! Saper kt sini buat sembarang? Korang members aku. Bleahs. No lah, actually we shared answers from MSN. Or should i say, we actually, not shared answers uh. I gave th History answers to Hazira & Jannah. Wlao, punyerlah susah nk carik answer. Nvms, im a smart kid :D

Gaaaaaaaah, i wanna go out now. But cannot. Mum nk tgk TV first. So lemme see, i shall read my book after this. Then have my 1hr beauty sleep then go out. Just nice baybeh! Nothing much to talk now uh. Just wanna let lose.

I need my lovelovelovelyyy Nisa can? She makes me go ulalalallalala~ Omg, now she's off to school & yessa, only have Mardiana & some other schoolmates of mine. Boohoo!

Okay, people, wtf. Mum tk jadi nk kluar. Boohoo! Dah lah tk kasi kluar, she decided to give me a stupis lecture on how long i can play comp per day. Kay, lame. I knw, i knw. Anywaaays, i told her i was doing what i am suppose to do. Yest, she says that im chatting only -.- She even asked me to give th computer a rest.

Wthell, so tadi, give comp rest for two long draggy hours & then i decided to on back. Then guess whaaaat? Th computer buat hal. -.- So im like damn irritated & told her whattodo? Then she says, 'it needs more rest'. Kepale otak kau! Sibots btol. Whatever lah eh, im not ganna listen to her advice on giving computer a rest now. Cause i knw, it wont work. So, mum, lebih baek kau duduk diamdiam one corner eh. Ty((:

Now, off to do Science mind-maping & MT homework (see that mum? im a good kid). Byes.
She's just behind me anyway, who cares?

2 MORE DAYS TILL KAYLYN LEE'S BIRTHDAY :D
see im sucha sweet friend rightt? Countdown babyyy!

Love is no joke.

An addiction to my life.

2009-04-12T06:11:00.001-07:00

Hello.

`Was bored, so yessa. Posting. Whattodo lah kn?

Some of you might think, what's th new addiction to my life im talking about. I knw, you guys might think its a sweet or chocolate or whatsoever lah eh, mls aku nk exaggerate(: BUT, its not okay, my new addiction is this new giler buddy of mine, Khairunnisa Bte Mohd Nasruddin :D

You guys knw how badly i wanted a girlfriend righhht? :\ So, yessa, now i've found one ^^ *clapps* Though she's younger then me, she always gets to make me bubbly & cheerful again ya'know.

Related to Khairunnisa onlyy;
Eh, when want to buy screw uh? I sriously need one uh. So if my teacher come into class, i can put th screw on & i can studyy. Teeheee((:

Seriously uh people, frankly speaking, she's th best. Besides NurulJannahJohari & NurAmalinaKamal, yes, she is th best :D I lovelovelovelovelove her till death seperates us okaayy? You all jangan kacau her i tell youhhhh! Later i kill you then you knw.

You all baek don't bully her eh. Seriously. I knw she's pretty(: You all tk payah nk attract dier lahh. Waste of time jer. Forget to tell ya'all, she's attached. *whispering to your ear*
Teeheeehee :D

Nisa, make me lost my screw again! Pleasseeee((:
I love you till death!

3rd day of holiday.

2009-04-11T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hello.

`Sometimes love makes you do silly things.

Gee, people. Guess tomorrow's th last day of holidays yeahs? Boohoohooo, nvms(: Yesterday was a 'blast' i tell youuuh! Thanks to th makcik-makcik Mujahidin, i have fking painful cramps today. C'mmon, its just Opick's singing, you don't have to see him live right? Just do what you have to do lah bodo.

So, yea, yesterday reached at Indoor Stadium at 3pm. Then assigned to do task with cute asses little kiddos. Teeeheee! Dorang cute seyy. Serious. Especially th kid at th picture above, damn mcm mak nenek. Serious. Kecoh semacam dokk tu Afiqah((:

So, people, just imagine you have to pack nasi briyani from 3pm - 10pm. Wtf kn? Grrrr. At first good uh, got th makciks & little kiddos helping me out. Then at last, sumer slack; left me & Ummu Zakiah ajer. wth wth. Non-stop siol kiterorang buat kerje. Guess what? When dismissal time, i saw this guy who reallyreally look like Khairul. Sumpah! Aku tk bohong. Exactly th same lor. 100% same. Height, looks, voice pitch, dressing. But Amalina told me Khairul go overseas, so hmm(?) Then reached home at 2am.

*Skipskip* Today woke up at 11.30am. Gosh! Was superduper tired lah. So, lets see i got damn fking painful irresistable cramps. Sadded bodo)): All this is bcause of th non-stop packaging lahh!

Kay, tomorrow no school. Yayyyyyy! Best. Have E-Learning from 8am-11am onlyyy. Melayu kene buat peribahasa, thats what cikgu told me. Th rest of th subjects, idk lah eh(: So, mum told me tomorrow gonna go Geylang then go nenek's house then i can go East Coast! Weeee~ Dah lamer tk gi East Coast to collect seashells & build sandcastle with coussins. Not forgetting, i want my cousins to burry me in th sand! Damn gerekkkkk :DD

So, till here lah. Tomorrow gonna be fun, i bet it will. Don't ruin my hopes.

Another day, another casualty.

Good Friday

2009-04-10T06:12:00.000-07:00

Hello.

`Does everything seems good to you?

Its Good Friday. Or should i say, for me, its a Bad Friday(?) Oh, c'mmon Zahra, Fridays are always th same. Super boring. Except hari ni tkder CCA uh. Stakat tu jer -.-

So, today woke up early, mum asked me to go seminar with her at Masjid Sultan. Kay, wtf, its my luck, i think, to take this train & halfway got this guy faint right infront of me. Grr! I actually, didn't see it uh. Until my dad go shout, "Zahra! Can help press th red button beside you anot?"

Tu lah Zahra, too engrossed reading th book 'Umbrella Man' kn? Haiyooos. Emergency pon tk tau. If train on fire amacam? Nk hangos? Lol. Jadi barbequed Zahra. Sedaaaap untk dimakan. Lols, kay, wtf am i crapping about lah eh?

So lets see, after seminar at 12pm, sembahyang Zohor & semabahyang Mayat ^^ Woah, sembahyang mayat best. I loike. Kay, wth. Orang mati kau suker? Pfft. After that, we went eateat at Kampung Glam Cafe. Kay lah, quite nice uh th food. Nice also bcause im hungry babe.

Next went jemputan. Saw Mr Mazri agaaain. Kay, everywhere i go, he's there. Lols.

So, lets see people, tomorrow i have duty at Singapore Indoor Stadium. Need help my ustaz to do some preparations for tomorrow's maulidur rasul. Gagagagah. Lucky mum tk ajak rewang mlm ni. If not, i die i tell youuhhh! Pfft.

Kay lah, till here. Oh, yea, dad bought for me a watch which is exactly th same as Berny & Muhaimin. Kay, wth. 3 people using -.- Nice or what?

Thoughts are in my mind. Getting stronger.

Design & Techcnology.

2009-04-09T04:43:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Good friendships never come easy. They come harder then you thought.

Today did normal routine. Wait for Kaylyn & whatsoever. Ey, Jannah, jangan jealous tau aku dapat bobal dengan Mr Chong(: Huahuahua. And, jangan cubit pantat aku lagi uh. Tadi aku dh mcm org kene rape siol dkt bwh block tu. Korang ni, tarik skirt lah, cubit pantat lah, pekik kuat plak tu. Haiyos.

So, today Maths period like go vvv fast. Hohoh. Idk why these few days i enjoyed Maths. Huaaaahhuaaah. Nest was English. People, see this paragraph in wriiten in singlish;

One fine day I go climb up a 3 besaik en apardmen to pib. After I saw by der couper in der room, I god penig an hed a grade four. Der men rushowd en hed a faik wibmee. I run away to sig for help. Ennub running into 7-eleven, so I greb some aches and throe ed him en poo-owd a knife to steb him. En den hor... den hor... den he die lor.

Den hor... den... I poude der knife beg on der sheaw and pay der ger for der aches en lef 7-eleven. Nix day I caw my boarse en said I am sig. He seid fine, tomorrow oso doan nid to come beg for werg. He oso seid go climb 3 en jum.

I doan understanah. I nice to him bud I doan know waas he one.

Vvvv lol siol. Especially th part, 'Eh den hor... den hor... den he die lor.' My whole class laugh siol. Seriously stupid sia. So, lets see. *skipskip* D&T lesson. I indeeed take photos. Sempaaat! And, yeah, Cavin Wong. He still can pose sia when helping me do th damn difficult circuit. Pfft.

So, after school got maths level test. Unfair. N.A don't have ): Stupidstupid. Not fair tau! Grrrrahaha. *insert angry face here* So, after school lrt-ed home with Jannah & Hazira. Stupid siol. Macam orang giler. Azirah tgkkn jer. Dier kn Ms. Emotionless (Irfan gave that name). And, thats why she is my buddy. Bleh tumbok dier biler aku marah. Dier tk raser paper. Kuat eh? LOL.

So, yeah, till here. Nth much to say laah.

Oh, yessa today get to cubit pipi Zulhilmi(: Dier cute bodo. Gahahahahha! i cubit him like a lot of times sia. Tu lah Zul, saper suroh jadi cute sangat? LOL. Anywayyys, Airul, suker jer aku nk cium ass kau :P

Special mentions: Kaylyn, Azirah, Hazira, Jannah, Irfan, Hafidz, Zulhilmi, Airul, Fatin, Amalina, Nadiah((:

happy irrit day

2009-04-08T01:49:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Aseeeseepianneh, so suay.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SKINNY-AH-MA! :DD

Omg, LimFangYu getting older. But still in someway, somehow, she's still th same. No difference. Aiyooos. Be more matured leiis? Joking. Don't kill me. Im suay today bcause, part of it is bcause of your birthday lorh!

Guess what am i so suay about? Firstly eh, i went out. Walked, texted, walked, texted & i almost ALMOST stepped on dog's poo. Sh!t. Then rushed to bus stop to found out that th bus is vvv full. Bloodyhell. So, nvm. Walked to mrt station. Early in th morning must excersice. Stupid.

So, met FangYu at yew tee. Kaylyn didn't want to tagg along. Sadded. So, talkedtalked to her & she said that th thing that make her super happy is bcause i text her iloveyou. Ermm(?) This is what i texted; (i think)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAREST SKINNY-AH-MA! Woah, getting older already uhs(: Iloveyou.

I tell you uh, that time me & fy in th lrt talking about yesterday uh. Th day i keep on kena touch. Then got this Fajarian tertouch me! Omg. Angry siol. Fk. Your tangan jage siket eh guy. Laughs. Next thing is, me & fy talking about Vincent calling me 'pantat'. Then i go convert to fy tht pantat mean buttock. Skali got this west spring guy go laugh. Omg, dammn loud sia we 3 laugh together. Seriously, i didn't expect that guy to hear what we're talking about. Kaypo siol tht guyyy! :D

Very lol. So, reached school did duty with Jannah(: Ty babe for helping me sorting out th files. Phew. I still dk who's my file partner(?) Should most likely be Brenda. But Tricia say its her. Hmm, idk lah. But, Jannah will help me out every Wednesday. Laughs!

SO, Maths Prac was okay. Only i was asking Azirah something & Mr Tay accused me of talking. Errm(?) Wth. Then MT was fun. Fir & Rahman seperated. Cikgu asked Rahman why he fight with Hadi. Lol. Asal bleh hentam jer. Best jugak uh tu bdk dh belaaah. He's weird. Seriously, aleh2 good friends dengan dorang(?) So, Fir told me he likes to read my blog. But why eh? Fun to read eh? Biaser uh, kater Zahra :DD *skipskip* Just skip laaah! Ya'all sure dont want to knw what happen to me in school right? :\

After school went Lot 1 with FangYu & Zhunni. Not really fun uh. We went for 45mins & went back. All no mood to walk. Tired. But i abit pissed la. Like stupid like that. Anyways, train-ed to yew tee with Hirah! Omg, Hirah! Long time no see. Told her Sya planning to meet (all JJC campmates) this June(: Can't wait.

Then continued to train-ed home with Vincy. He funny siol. Mirror, reflection. Thats all he care. As for me, flashing lights, camera. Laughs. See, we're similar. Budak woodlands mah. From same primary school summre. *Widewide smile* Shrugg, people, must see this layout. Kinda coolio. http://blogskins.com/apply.php?sid=259418&action=Preview Niceee :DD

So yeah, till here uh. Good luck for tmr's Maths Level test. Dont flunk sua(:

*Sometimes, you just feel that you're right. But indeed, who knows your're wrong. To make things better, just express your feelings out & see what turns out to be. Nobody is right in this world bcause, like what i lve to say, nobody on Earth is perfect. Accept th fact for who you are. Decide who you want to be with wisely. Learn from your past mistakes(:

Without wings, i can't fly. Without you, i'll die.

Gee, hellos again.

We long for an in-depth relationship of trust, support and intimacy. The challenge is that while we want something, a friend, we have to “give to get.” Meeting the relational needs of another person is the foundation of a friendship.

Letting our needs be known is a risk. In reaching out to someone for companionship we may be turned down and hurt. One person may feel an attraction to another but cannot be totally certain of the other's response.

This sense of being drawn to another can arise from the same type of chemistry that sparks a love relationship. However, one person must take the risk of reaching out for a friendship to begin.

It takes an investment of time to know if the person we desire as a friend returns that level of commitment.

Illusion never change. This is how i feel.

Funnnaye.

2009-04-07T04:35:00.000-07:00

Hello.

I know you know its entirely not my problem.

Today morning was abit of a disaster. V omg siol. You know its not entirely my fault & yet you & your friends still blame it on me. Like wtf? Or should i put it this way, partially i shall say its my falut for ignoring you(?) Or maybe not. Bcause th one who is being irritated is me & th one who is making people irritated is you. Got it? But, nvm, we're back to friends right? Forget about th past, think of th present (like what you've said) :D

So, school was neutral. Science we learn PHD. Lols. Im so th semangat? Everything i do siol. My partner just take my paper & copy & help wash equipments. Save time & energy(: Was fun seing th colour change. Lols. Then i was so enthusiastic siol. Ask Ms Tan. She said to me, 'Ya, you super enthu today.' Lols(?)

Th rest of th subjects were okay. Fir slalu kene marah dgn aku sey kat mt class. Sry eh tapi kau dgn rahman bising sgt uh ): Jannah was trying to pujok me by doing things that make me laugh. Ty people. See, i got awesome friends :DD

Counting down till history as Mr Takizawa got come. Can disturb him((: He understand malay siol. Haiz ._. Cannot talk malay in class anymore. Lols. Jk. So, after history went down straight. Met Irfan, Saufi & Amalina. Lols. Then *skipskip* Skip onlyyy lah! You people dont need to knw. Its our privacy.

So, after lepak-ing awhile with them, went back to school. Irfan hantar sampai Jelapang jer -.- Then halfway ader ni bangala so th potek uh, go spray water at me. Naseb tk basah kuyop. Tk guner nyer jantan. Laughs.

Counselling was fun. Actually its not counselling lahs. Is we're selected to do this project for our school & im so-called proud to be representing Zhenghua & 2e5. Our theme is 'Heartwork@ZHSS' . Kinda fun yaknow. I shared my day with Kaylyn & she also want join. HAHA!

We shared secrets, see our strengh & weaknesses & what-so-ever. Funn aye! We're like one bigbig family i tell youuuuh! So, got this game, you have to pick a character from some cards that represent you. I chose friendly. So my name is FriendlyZahra. LOL(: Then we must form a group each with 3 students to come out with a song about self confidence.

Aloysious, Vincent & Me sang;

How could this happen to me,
I've got a pimple,
On my beautiful face,
But i have to go school,
If not teacher scold me.
And how could this happen to me!

Lols, basiccally, th story behind this song was taht if a student have a bigbig pimple on his/her face, she will be scared that his/her friends will laugh & make fun of her. So he/she build up confidence to go to school. If not, his/her teacher will scold her. *LaughsOutLoudly*

Today i played with my name, see:

Z- zahra
A- and
H- horny
R- rocks
A- alwaaaaays!

Yeaaaahyeahhh! See, i rock. But im not so horny uh. Btw, today i spread my horny-ness to 2 rows of girls. Laughs. In art class summore. I draw 1 bigbig cirle with a dot in th centre also want laugh. Dammit. Cikgu also laugh at my drawing. Tk menjadi D;

Im learning how to be strong. I want to be independant; standing on 2 legs. Last time, i knw, i had always stand on 1 leg & asking my dearest friends out there to help me instead. I knw, that was wrong. Totally. Now, im learning to be independant. Oh, how i wish i am now :DD
Friends, ty for being there for me. Iloveyouall.

Special mentions: Amy, Amalina, Azirah, Kaylyn, Skinny-Ah-Ma, Jannah (:

Retaaaard bodo.

2009-04-06T04:53:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Mix of feelings. Duncha feel like that?

Today, went to school with Skinny-Ah-Ma. Yeah, i was late; obviously -.- But it was fun with her :D So, hmm, reached schhol at 8am & heard noices from th hall. Curiously, we go search lorh. Guess what we saw? Teachers excercising. Vvvvvv cute :DD

So, then, went to 2n1 to find Nur Amalina Bte Kamal. Will be helping her to write compo mahhs. LOL. So, went under ramp to start on th compo. About an argument. So i told her th story of me when i was a little kiddo who have an argument with Muhammad Irfan Bin Azimat over a power ranger toy. He still remember siol. I forgot alreadyyy! LTM sey Irfan.

So, hmm, after assembly was PE. I do 7 pull ups. Pathethic. Syazirah did 4. She do it like damn cute siol Always hit her nose instead of her chin. HAHA! Then FangYu also quite cute. V fun to laugh at(: Then WeiJie did 27. YanHeng did 25. Kuching did zero. Kuakuakua :D I vvv bad siol. Shhh!

Anyways, today, im a weirdo. Don't believe? Ask my emotionless buddy, Azirah. Seriously i can volounteer myslef to cut finger nails infront of BlueRoom? Woaaah. I like it. Vvvv fuuny. Muhaimin all kena. Quite aloot uh. Ni sumer case budak malas nk potong kuku kn? Heeshheesh.

So, hmm, after PE got IDPW (th most boring subject ever). So yeah, cikgu meleteeeh ajer siaaa. HAHA. After that recess then English then go Investiture!

Investiture. Omg, i was scred on stage. Biler kiterorg nk kluar, all was laughing. Why eh? Haiz ._. So after investiture stayed back to celebrate Hadi's birthday.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY VICE PRESIDENT! :DD

Then, stayed back with Nisa, Amalina & Arisha. Omg siol. First time i see Nisa being vvvvvv horny to me(: Tu budak eh. Muker decent, perangai nonsense siol. HAHA! Then we sang 'Love Story' & said that Mr Ang is our romeo. Laughs. We siao bodo. Pffft.

Anywaaays, today my partner in class vvv weird. Seriously, halfway dier aleh2 bad mood then campak correction tape & pen kat aku. Hoho(?) Sakit bodo. Then i go disconnect th table & he say, 'Got problem isit?' Then i just ignore lorrhs. Ms Xie also ask him 'Whats th matter with you?'. Haiz. Partner must relax ok?

Anywaaays, i played w Saufi's name today, look:

S- Saufi
A- Always
U- Urine
F-For
I- Irfan

If th opposite then it'll be:

I- Irfan
F- Forever
U-Urine
A- At
S- Saufi

HAHA! Agreed right people?

*Anywaaays, people. Tomorrow got counselling hor. Must go. WeiJie must go toos. Mr Tay remedial. Idk how. LOL. Im stucked in th middle of councelling & remedial. I want go both can? But, i think need go counselling. I think onlyyy? Laughs.

Sh!tty, i can die.

boredenning

2009-04-05T05:26:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Im swear, today is a vvvvv boring day.

Anywaaays, today went madrasah. Yessa, im th second one. I come at 8am SHARP. Laughs. Madrasah always starts at 8am. And, i usually come at 9am. No mood mahhs. But today dk why, sudden boost of energy came out. Ohmygod.

So went to madrasah & start talking rubbish. Today's rubbish was;

Ustazah: Class, now there's alot of cool names without any meaning. Can name me some?
Me: Siti Rockstar?
Ustazah: Yes, good.
Me: *giggle*
Ustazah: Eh, wait got such name?!
Me: No.

See, for 2 days im already so lame. Haiyaaa. Zahrazahra. Can you stop it? Nvm, so halfway through lesson, got this girl from th other class go smack her face rightinto th translucent door. So we from th next class can see. Th first one too spot it was me, i guess? Then i was laughing so loudly & my finger is pointing there. Ustazah pon terkejot siol. Seriously, her face was so fking funny; kalahkn pochong i tell youuuhhh!

So, hmm, after madrasah waited for dad at CWP. Vvvv long lerr. -.- So then since he kept me waiting, i forced him go buy for me pizza. Yummaye. Pizaa Hut siol. Kay, lame.

So, currently chatting with Firs. Webcam-ing with Lim Fang Yu again & otp with Kaylyn Lee. Haiz, boreddening. Till here.

Im into you. Dont go.

Why people fight?

2009-04-04T06:06:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Took this from Jeichiel's blog bcause i found it 'good to read'? LOL.

But if you look at it clearly, it makes us stronger .
There are some things that we might not like ,
but didn't we think that maybe, it's for our own good .
Believe that everything happen for a reason .
We just have to find out that reason .
People dislikes each other .
But didn't people think why they hate each other ?
Why did they start conflicts ?
Why did they start talking behind each other ?
it's PRIDE .
Sometime's we might think we are correct .
But in actual fact, no one is .
We just have to understand .
We just have to think more than usual .
Accept the fact that you're not right .
Accpet the fact that you're wrong .
Accept the fact that this world isn't yours .
Then you'll see how great life is .

So, just came back from jogging & i have nothing betta to do, so i blog-ed again lorhhs. Today jogged till Sembawang Shopping Centre. My father was abit pissed off by my conversation with him;
Dad: Zahra, can you please jogg & dont joget (dance) instead?
Me :Oh, cannot. I lve this song(:
Dad:Then why never dance at home?
Me :Scared neighbour see.
Dad:Ohs. *pissed*
Me :Aiyaaa, still got th 'jog' infront good already mahhs.
Dad:*jogged away*

See lah, how lame i can get? So, they renovated SSC(: Wooohooo! Fun. I sabo-ed my mum & she's wet(: HAHAHAHA *evil laughter* So, hmm, then we go eat, then i saw Little Miss t-shirts. I show my dad th one i want buy for her. My dad was like, hmm, okaylahs. V cute. Next time then buy. Now v late. D;

So lets see, then went home, bathe & now webcam-ing with LIM FANG YU & chatting with NURUL JANNAH JOHARI. Awww, they're just th best. Fun to be lame with. Okays, gtg. Fy want take pic again. HAHA! This is what Jannah told me;

Z oo
H ongster
E vil
N ut - cases
G igolo
H ooligans
U ltra stupid
A ss-es

Wait Forever

Webcam-ing.

2009-04-03T23:59:00.001-07:00

Hello.

Currently webcam-ing with my Skinny-Ah-Ma. Omg, ilove herrrr :DD

So just now was super bored laaahs. Then Skinny online. Skinny to th rescue of my boredness. LOL. *smiles widewide* So yeahs, webcam with her. V fun. I can hear what she say but she cannot. You knw why? Bcause she go mute my microphone. Bodo lah skinny. Like that also dk :\

So, we chated, took alooot of stupiiiid, retarded pics. Some of them are th pics above. Seriously stupid. We're acting retardeds right? Or maybe we are retardeds sometimes? :\ HAHA! So, currently chatting with Shidah & meanwhile text-ing Hafidz & downloading songs. Nothing betta to do -.- Oh yeaaah, homeworks. Nvm, Monday still gt time. Monday slack maaaah my class(:

So lets see, here are some random dacts i've found out about myself, vvv random :

My hair grows vvvv fast, just like my dad.
I have a photocopied face of my mom? Wth.
I have a short neck.
I think, im scared of exams.
I lve to be alone sometimes.
I have long legs like my late grandfather.
I like to immitate people's action.
I am smart :DD Jk.

So yeah, so far, thats what i've known. V random. So anywayyys, my housing estate is under renovation. They want to change to dk what colour. Padehal, th current combination is NICE. Padehalpadehal. Waste time & money. See lah, haiyoo. Must save Earth.

Kayy lah, till here. Anyways, to someone, last long yeahs. Though you didn't tell me, i knw already(: HAHA! I wont tell anyone de.

Im in yours.

Hyper or Sad?

2009-04-03T04:20:00.001-07:00

Hello.

Hey, dont be sad. Just smile yeahs(:

Today, school was basically okay(?) Early in th morning have bad news D; They changed th Duty List for Term 2. Im not affected but my partner & my friends are. Sadenning laahs. So, dismissed, went up with Irfan, Arisha & Eva. Stupiiiid -.- Irfan says too bad i cannot do duty with him. Lols, i got say im dissapointed mehhs? No rights? Lol, actually im alittle dissapointed only. He also want do duty with me instread of Nisa. Lols. Nisa we exchange can? Im sure you want it. Bcause you complianed to me for doing duty with him. Hehh.

So, MT was okay? Did groupwork. Yayyy, now my group fun. Ader Fir, Rahman, Hadi, Azirah, Jannah & ME. Need to do Conversation Compo. Lols, th names that we use are, Firdaus & Zarah -.- (See my name is changed) Our script is quite long uhs. Haha! And my handwriting is kinda un-neat? What a word laaahs. But Jannah say its nice(?) Omg. Tyouus.

So yadayada, History was okay laaahs. Not as fun as last time bcause Mr Takizawa didn't come D; So cher said tht th 'banana note' was worthless & old people use it to wipe their buttocks after doing 'ehemm'. Disgusted. I give cher a vvv disgusted look sia. And Azirah told me th look was vvvvv funny till she kept on laughing about it -.- Ohs, nvm. For ONCE, she can laugh at me.

So after school sat at th canteen with Amalina & Azirah like bodo(s) :DD Then Irfan tagged along. Laughs. He siao laaahs. I tell you, Amalina want to pinch his cheek only he want her to do something in return -.- Then i told him that in my hp gt his picture. V sexy one(: But, candid. Lols. He quickly go search sia. Stupiiid. I volountered to find for him then he ask me to treat him MILO. So yalas, anything loooorhs. 60cents only. So cheap :D So yeahs, then Amalina funny sey go scold him for calling someone using my hp without asking for my permission. Im not worried at all; yaknow why right? If not i tell youuh, he's not that daring. Jk. Anywaaaaays, he call his own number. Stupid lorh. Like seriously ._. stupiiid abg :P

Then we went greenridge. Thought of sitting in th middle of th court again like tht time. Hohoh, thats like th best place to lepak & do work whaaat. But, hmm, too hot. So we sit under th block nearbyy. And start doing project(: R-nizers. What a name eh? (: So me, Amalina & Azirah do E Web. Sumer nangis2 then i made a joke or should i say a fool of myself to make them laugh. Sucessful. Then out of nowhere, she came with Khid & Sau. Omg, i hate her presence. Boring naaaah. How many guys you want, hogster? So me, Azirah Amalina say we feel like wanting to quit NCC. Pfft. I guess im most likely not to. So, i say, if i quit, i go ELDDFS -.- Then Amalina want go Art Club -.- Azirah anything. Lols, then i say, alaaa, go AVA sudah eh? Then we all laugh. Thats th most slackest CCA to go.

Then skaly this Reez go 'called' Mr Sng. Mcm takot jer dgn dier -.- Sadiq was standing there, malas nk layan agaknyer.

So yeahs, didn't go NCC agaaain, what a waste. I miss NCC. Next week is Good Friday peeps. Means there's no NCC ): So yeahs, errm. Podcast deadline is coming near, yet, th script is still in progress. Must have your own orriginalaty laaah th script. Cannot copy from other podcasters DIRECTLY. -.- Then met Kaylyn & YanLing. They want to go CWP. So i just tagged along lorh. Already vvv near to my crib mahhs. And i want to kill time. LOL. So went around, not so fun uh. YanLing & Kaylyn kept talking Chinese. I dont understand -.-

So went home. V restless. Tired. Now currently chatting with Amalina, FangYu, Hazira & waiting for Jannah to online. Anywaaays, want ask ya'all something, Why today alot of people bad mood? ): Just smile kayys.

Oh last thing, Amalina! You ah! This few days, me & amalina have common things. V random. Firstly, i had a pimple on th left side of my nose. She too have it. Then today my right eye swallen, she too. And th pimple on my nose recovered today, she also. Then th swallen eye, it recovered when it was almost time to end school. SHE TOOS! Bloodyhell -.-

So th pics above are my bestest friends. And, yeah, some of them are not there. Like Amy, Dirah, Fir, Irfan & got some others laaah. Sry, lazy to think, so sry if you're name not mentioned. HAHA! If angry, just leave a tagg will do(:

To Jeichiel; Mummy, can see your pic there? HAHA! Candid youuuuuuu :DD Nice righhhts? V cute. *smile widewide*

Considering of a change(?)

11.25pm;

Currently chatting with Jeichiel. Yeahs. She makes me feel muchmuch better. Thanks a loooot aye. I owe you aloot. And, her good advices are basically th reason why i love her vvvvvv much :DD Mummy are always a mummy. Jeichiel is one good mom for me(: Iloveyouuuuuuuu (':

Hey, im not siding anyone. *shouting to th world*

Oh, i look ugly.

2009-04-02T02:56:00.000-07:00

Hellos.

Currently at Fang Yu's crib. Her sister's nagging to use laptop.

*Laughs Out Louuud*
Today school was oh-so-usual. Nothing seems interesting looorhs. So, went to school with th usual kiddo, Kaylyn. Halfway met Arisha -.-

So, reached school, walked around th whole school with Jannah & Hazira. Funnaeyyyy. So yeahs, 7.30am sharp i go file duty. D&T; i was slacking in class. Watching Glenson Goh doing a heart ^^ Eunice was 'destroying' it. Jk. Omgosh. V boring laaahs this schooling story. Stooop here.

So, after school gt peer tutoring rights? Before that met Jannah & Hazira so me, Azirah tagged with them. Jannah make me screaaam like hell for no reason. She just kept shocking me. MAkes sense? Hazira too ): Anywaaaaays, got irritated & my brainy was quick enough to take revenge. Lols. Guess what i did? I scream towards their ear then tickled them from the bottom to th top of their leg(s). Hazira screamed like hell. Hohohoh. I laugh & laugh at her reaction till i cried.

So peer tutoring was fun? Do substitution. Was quite easy laaahs. Can finish th whole worsheet before time. *Clapps* So yeah, th answer key got alot of mistakes then Mr Tay go make changes on it. He say he took 8 minuites to do that 6 questions. Profesional siaaaaaa. Lols. But aloot of mistakes. Laughs. But nehhmind, he's my teacher anyways.

So after peer, dragged Skinny-Ah-Ma to Lot 1. Coolio. We walk here & there. In search of nothing. Saw Hannah at Popular. Mrs Lee was there toos! Omfg. Then saw my JJC campmate; Shermaine. Hahaha, she pounced onto me. Wlao eyyyyy.

So now currently at Skinny's crib. Oh yeahs, th pic up there was so called 'a candid' by skinny yesterday. Oh, i look like Ugly Betty. Hehh. She v bad hor? Jkjk. No laaah, she's vvvvv kind to let me use her laptop to post. I love Lim Fang Yu! Ohs, another thing, i kept calling her Lim Fang YU. Th Yu is pronounced as 'youuu'. Idk how say. Anywaaays, thanks for th effort uhs Kaylyn & Jing Yi for helping me saying th Yu. Hehh, appreciate it. So yessa, till here. She finish bathing liaos :DD

Possibility that im not gonna change. Or will i?

Happy April Fool ;D

2009-04-01T04:08:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Happy April's fool to ya'all :DD Who kena fooled ah?

So today, i have duty. Guess whats in my head all th time? April's fool. I'll always remind myself not to believe what people say.But too bad lor, th whole class tricked me. So i was fooled once today by my deardearest 2e5 D; Well done guys.

Guess whats th joke about?
'Eh, CME teacher th centre parting one never come. Then now Mr Tay will take that lesson for Maths. And his Maths lesson at 11am will still remain as his lesson.'
My first reaction was, omg? So fake der -.- Then th whole class began to say, 'Eh, Zahra, real lah bodo.' Then soon i belive it. Wtf? Im fooled. Its like th most scariest joke you see. I havent complete a few questions for Maths. So if he wants to go through, im gonna die. Seriously. Thats why im scared. Nice one uh 2e5 -.-

So yeah, back to th topic. Lols. So went 2n2 in search of Amalina. Then she was asking me to wait. Aku aper lagi? Tgh bad mood then aku pon luar class sorang lorh. So yeah, duty as per normal. Boring uh. Nisa get fooled by me. Nehnehnipupu :DD

So, school was okay. CME; new teacher, Mr Ashar. Omg, he is muchmuch worse then Ms Tham. I dont really like him uh for now. Maybe later when i knw him better(?) Hehh. So yeah, school was okay. Mt abit suckish la. Fir, Jannah & Rahman was having a bigbig question mark when they saw me in a bad mood. Aku tau uh, mcm suddenly bad mood kn? Hahaha.

Anywaaays, Fir, aku blom plan nk buat aper kt kau uh. Will do it tomorrow, most likelyyyy(: And, think im gonna flunkk Maths. Haiz. Must work harder. Th test super diff laa, th first question. Im stucked -.- Hmm, let me see, after school, rehearsal. Boring old song. Dirah kept doing her 'alian' tounge. Disgusting -.- *skipskip* So then trained home with My chiou Skinny-Ah-Ma. We take a longgg wayyy home :DD V Fun.

Yessa people, thats my chiou Skinny-Ah-Ma *pointing at th pic above)* Vvv chiou righhhts? More chiou than me summore((: LIM FANG YU, iloveyouuuuuuuuu!

Yessa, people, till here. Oh, before i forgot; happy birthday to Hazel. All th best in whatever you do. Anywaaaays, so long never see you siaaa. Miss you bodo :D

People's attitude changed alot. I can see th difference before & after March Holidaaays D;

My haaand!

2009-03-31T04:04:00.000-07:00

Hello.

My hand got burn D; Im unfortunate today, i guess.

So, first period was MT. Yeahs, nth much to talk about laaa. Still doing normal article thingy -.- Gee, boring nk mampos. Seriously. Then cikgu ask Rahamn, Fir, Syahidah & Asyikin about their childhood times. Why cikgu never ask me? I can tell her that im forced to go to th toilet with a boy (my buddy). Hehh, lame nyer story.

So, then it was PE. My 5 stations was okay uh. My sit & reached improved drastically(?) Yeah, 41 :DD My standing broad jump sucks. My sit up is okay. But thanks to my dearest partner Nadiah who makes me laugh like mad till i surrender 10 seconds before th time end. Haiz. End up with doing 31 sit ups. Haiyoooooo! Incline pull-up will do next week. Can't waaait?

So yeaahs, then recess. I told Azirah that i have a good feeling for Maths today. But i didnt tell her that i have a bad feeling for science. True enough, my sixth sense is correct agaaain :D During science, my hand kena burn. Wah, you all can say its a tiny burn or whatsoever uh, but fyi, th tiny burn may cause a bigbig thing to me. Alaaa, not im a crybaby or what la. Its like superduper pain & my middle finger cannot move & i cannot write. If i force myself to write, my hands will eventually shake. And, not only that, my handwriting suck aloot D;

So yea, my hand kena bandaged & th way th aunty bandage for me is so eew? Ugly. Lols. It makes it look really fake. Hahaha, but thanks uh aunty. And, not forgetting th other aunty. And, Ms Natalie Tan :DD Thankyous for concern. Not forgetting my dudes & duttes who also asked me. Like, hmm, Guan Ming, Irfan, Faradilla, Jannah, Dirah, Nadiah, Syazirah, Asyikin, Amy, Irfan, Amalina, Hidayah, Saufi, Alfiyyan, Eva & not forgetting, th precious one who calls me a bodo; FangYu. Those who not mentioned eh, sorry. I STM uh. Cannot remember sangat. But a million thankyouuuuus to ya'all. *smile widewide*

To FangYu; Wlao, im am not that stupid to put my hand on th fire laaaaa. Wthwth. If i put there hor, you can call me one idiot okay? Hmphh. Anywayys, still love youuuuu! :DDD

So after that got Maths. Mr Tay didn't ask me a single question. Cause he saw me responding to my surroundings & he saw my poor hand which is shaking terribly. Ty for understanding. Fyi, Ms Xie didn't come. She have to go for a course. Saaaaad D; Then th relief teacher gave us a test & i cannot write nicely. My handwriting suck alooot i tell youuuh. Boohoo D; Then i was whispering to Nadiah about something. When this teacher say, "Th bandaged hand girl, can you stop talking. Whats your name?" HAHA, i didnt respond. I dont like people to call me bandaged hand kiddo. I got a name, get it? So yea, its th first time i see my whole class 'fighthing' about my name. Lols. Th Chinese say my name is Fatimah while th Malays say my name is Zahra. Wtheaaaaven. Both is acceptable :DD But th teacher chose Zahra. She say easy to remember bcause its like th ZARA brand -.-

So after school, me & Azirah sat at th canteen talking about th podcast thingy. And! 'fighting' about th song, 'Deeper Conversation' by Yuna. Lols. Funny lor i tell you. Stakat tu pon nk gadoh. Weirdooo.

So 3.30pm went to th hall. Sat with Irfan, Saufi, Dayah ,Amalina, Arisha at th back while waiting for Ms Goh. *skipskip* Then we reahearsed. I volounteer myself to be one of th shorties club(: Dinie, Haffiyan nk step tinggi but then cher saw. HAHA! Then we were arranged from shortest to tallest. Laughs. Guess what, th sitting arrangements are wow(?) Unbelievable.

Dayah, Amalina, Amelia, Nadirah, Asyikin, Syazirah, Zahra, Irfan, Guan Ming, someone, Princess Abdul Rahman :DD

Coolio rights? Melayu all together. Jiweerr ^^ Lve it mahnszxzx. Tk sangke we all almost th same height. So yea, 5 people per bench(: V crammmmp sia th arrangement D; Must squeeze with Syazirah & Irfan. Then done. went straaaight home. Trained with Arisha, Irfan, Fara, Khai. All senyaaap giler. We dont talk; not even a single letter or word.

Kayy lah, till here. And! Don't be fooled by people tomorrow. Bcause tomorrow's April fools day. HAHA, and, its my bestf birthdaaaayyy! Hazel; my USA baby(: Happy advanced birthday hunn :DD

And, lastly, thanks Willyn; hawk sister for th wonderful wish. I love youuuuuuu! And, its a bigbig secret kayys ^^

Hey dog, Bye b.tch.

Not agaaain.

2009-03-30T01:50:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Was just making some thoughts on my way back home.

What will you do if your partner didn't come? Some of you might hate it, or some of you will lve it. Well, as for me, i okayokay with it. Laughs. I lve it when he is NOT sitting beside me during English, History & Science(: Bcause, i reallyreally want to focus on those subjects but then he will disturb me. Omg, so pathethic righhht? :/ But then hmm, Maths i would prefer, seriously prefer sitting beside him, IF I HAVE NO CHOICE bcause i can ask him questions ^^ If i have a choice, which hopefully i will one daaay, i would prefer sitting beside a girl man. A girl who is smart in maths & KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN TO ME well enough. Like, hmm, MingLi? Or Chia SzeYee? Yeahs. Cher, if you're reading this, please, im begging you to change my sitting arrangement. Ty :DD

So yeahhhs, firstly, i would like to thank CHIA SZE YEE; my yeaaaayeaaaah for teaching me substitution(?) HAHA, vvv kind of youuuu. So yeah, at laast eh, i understand. Tytyty! *Big widewide smile* Seriously, i really ask her aloot of stupid annoying questions & she teached me patiently. I think, thats th key to success? Patience(: So yeah, she gave me courage toos. She kept on saying 'Yeaaaaaa.' when i get it correct & 'No laaaah, try again (or sometimes reapeat herself again & again till i get it)' when i get it wrong. See, i lve her teachings *clapps* :P

Okay, so Maths was fun uh, Mr Tay didn't disturb me much as he knew i was learning from Sze Yee. Only once in a while he will double-check on me(: Yeah, but he knw, deep down, im trying my best to studyyy Maths. And, thats a good point :D I kept hearing that he always say to Cavin, "If you're willing, you can do it." Or something like that(?) Hehh.

So yeah, after school, 2e5 need to go to BlueRoom again to solve th case laaa. Not an unusual thing; 2e5's second trip to th BlueRoom this year as a whole-.- Idk whats happening to e5. Attitude, i guess? Or maybe others(?)

So yeah, i still remember Mr Tay telling my class, "If you knw in th tank there's a piranha & you hve been bitten by it before, would you put your hand in agaaaain?" It makes sense to me. Like seriously. Idk why, but i really admire that line. HAHA! Can i say im begginning to be a goodgirl these days? Think so(:

I seriously hate th way i am now; slacking in studies. Zahra, you have to be more, hmm, idk, but focus more on your studies. If you have th will to do it, you can achieve it. Omg, where did i get sucha phrase. Nvm. But i knw, as what mummy says, "I am smart, only lazy." Haiz.

See, now this is a reflection of myself. I've been a lazy kiddo nowadays. And i promise to study better. I promise. I seriously want to go express next year. I must do well(: Yeahhs. I must study. Kayy, stop. Enough motivation for today -.-

To pocast members;
I've managed to download th song, 'Deeper Conversation' by Yuna :D
Fyi, im also addicted to th song. Thanks to Nadiah for singing it to me in class. Suarer kau sedap bodo. Keep it up bestf :DD Aku akan support kau. And, im sorry for th first impressions towards that song. Lols. Azirah, its nice okaaaay! :P

Till here.

Hey, it takes time to change. Im not superhuman.

save earth.

2009-03-29T01:17:00.000-07:00

Hello.

So, yesterday is '60 Earth Hour' thingy; from 8.30pm - 9.30pm :D

Who switch off th lights during that period? Me. Don't laugh when i say this, it was my daddy's plan. Guess what? He told me that since we badly want to off the lights frm 8.30-9.30pm but still want to watch TV, why not we go granny's house to watch instead. Go waste current at her house. Omg, idk he was damn smart(?)

Hehh, so went out at 7.30pm & reached granny's house at 8pm. Woohoo. So yea, my house was saving earth but not granny's house. Sounds stupid & unfair(?) :/ So yea, i watched 'Fast and Furious' & 'ManjaLara'. Hohoh.

So watched & watched till 10.30pm and then went home :D Then i was walking alone uh bcause was damn tired & i have th keys so i went straight home first while mum & dad go buy hot drinks -.-

Halfway gt this couple which i bet they haven't married uh bcause drg tkde rumah untk buat secks (y'know what it mean dont you?). So yeah, actually i dint notice anything until th girl screamed in excitement? Omg. Seriously damn loud bodo. Its so damn fking loud until behind th carpark also can hear. Eeeew -.- Sucha unfortunate kiddo sey to see sucha act in public.

So yeahs. thats all. I bet Earth is angry with me(?) Cause from just knw, th thunders & lightnings are stricking at my house. Hehh. Omg. God, save me from this things(:

Till here. Now wanna chat with Amy & Hazira again ;D

And, it suck to see you everyday.

podcast was so(?)

2009-03-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

Hellos.

I am so damn irritated by her attitude. I can't belive she was like that.

Today school was neutral. Walked past 2N2. Irfan was shouting, "Zahhhhraaa!" I just said that i'll go there later, i want put my baggy first. So, went to 2N2 in th morning as-per-usual. Then Irfan mepek sey, aleh2 bad mood(?) wthwth. So i so called irritated him at entah what happen, he's back to normal self -.- Weirdo. So went down with him uh, then gt this girl eh, i dont want mention who distract our conversation. Daaamn. Ey, nk A.A jgn dgn abg aku uh. Dier bkn nyer nk lyn kau. Pompan cheap -.- So yeah, kinda frustrated & idk lah, i just walk behind alone. Pathetic. Then abg waited for me. Sweet kn? --_ Stakat. So yeah, hold hands with him mcm adekbradek. Then skiali nmpk Aiman & we straight away lepaskn sak. Lol. He say if tk lepaskn tadi, cnferm kene hempap :D

Maths was okay :/ Mr Tay guided me well enough. Tyty. If not, i bcome blurr sotong. Partner aku lagi th sotong. Sotong + Sotong = Double Blurr Sotong. See, im good in maths. -.- Then MT was fun(?) Do group discussion. Raman irrit sey. He kept calling me, "King." And yessa i call him Princess. Princess Abdul Rahman. Cute kn th name? Btw, she get scolded by Cikgu Mis. Omg. She damn attitude sey. I've never seen her acting like that before. And! I hate it. Its was very rude.

After school went back to E5, guess what? There's another missing hp case. This time is Sheng Yong's. Lalalalala. I think there's something fishy laa. Its like Salihan & Shen Yong is just sitting infront & back. Then in just 2 days, 2 hps went missing. Fishy? Yeah, i think so too(:

Then i got a news that Syazirah, Asyikin & Nadiah go Blueroom bcause kena accuse for stealing hp. Omg,damn fake la. Thay won't do sucha thing. -.- So yea, meanwhile disturbed Idham. His nickname is, "Okok." Thanks to Fy for that name. Th way Idham do is so funny. And, yeah, i disturbed him as he mcm last min polish boots. Haha.

Kayy, then went eat luch for awhile, then podcast. Funny laaa, my sound like rocker sey. Then they ask me to scream & i screamed laa. My voice like kena rape(?) -.- Amalina & Fatin & a teacher & them are laughing like hell. Damn ps lor. Anywaays, its not funny -.-

So, after podcast. went lepak with normal group of people but this time, Nadiah, azirah & Fatin tagged in(: Fun. Played truth or dare. Sungguh th lame. Khid took a looooong time saying who he likes. Daaamn.

So reached home at 7.30, and yeah, currently chatting & blogging. And! Those pics up there & my best of th best friends :D Love youuu all till death. Those gmbr tkde, sorry eh, but i still love you :DD

Till here.

Damn you b.tch.

you suck, thats it.

2009-03-26T02:32:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Well, struggled to go to school today, though im sick(:

So yeah, just received a shocking massage frm Bern. Guess what she texted me?

; Fatimah, you stead with who ah? hah just asking lahh(:

I want to know..

Lalaala(: Berny, im single minggle pinggle tingle triangle. Gahhs. Okay, stop my random-ness. Morning, struggled to school, feel like want to faaaint anytime, anywhere.

So yea, reached school & talked to arisha for awhile before she & Kaylyn went off for file duty. So then bell rang, went down to 2N2 awhile. Nk turon dgn abang(: Thats my intention la. Then saw him talking to Kak Dayah. So dont wanna disturb lah kn. But fortunately, when he see me behind alone, he came & talk to me. Kater muker aku stress -.- So yeahs, sempat complian kt dier psl ystd la. Ystd, th one i said tht Mr Tay said th whole class answer was wrong -.- Please laa, E2 wrote th same thing what. And, you said it was correct? So, abang was on my side toos. He said this & that about him. HAHA! So, yeah. Thats it.Then i went to file duty. Extra.

So yessa, today gt 1hr 30mins of Maths ==" Mr Tay "scolded" me. He asked if i need 5mins to draw a table. Please laaa, i draw th table already, only i erased it bcause i do wrong -.- You cannot see th marks uh? Haiyoo. Forget it.

I skipped recess again? Yes, almost everyday. Idk why. So, i was doing my hwk when this boy, named Darren pulled my rubber band 5times? Irritating. I have to comb & tie, comb & tie my hair over & over again. Wtf, SP!

Then D&T was fun? Mr Loy cut my 'S'. I kept on shouting at David, "Mr Loy help me cut my S." continuesly. Then he laughed, and said, "ass?" Goddamnhim. C'mmon, grow up. Its S not that ass -.- How can he cut my ass during D&T? Common sense.

And, look at th pic above(: James Poh is so cute righht? I took his picture when he was helping me to cut my singlish out. Thannnks James(:

So yeah, after school went Peer as per normal. was fun? I finsh my whole entire worsheet in 45mins! First time(: Kayy, lame. Then MingLi was like forcing me to do th optional question. Omg. -.- So did it lor. Halfway she helped me out(; Thankyou thankyou.

After peer, went down & met JingRong, see th pic above, th netball tournament? Yeah, Zhenghua against Hillgrove. Idk which school win uh. Bcause me & JR went home after we see for awhile. Quite boring uh th match. Lols.

So yeah, people, imagine that you hve a prob with someone. Then others kaypo-ed in. They are your seniors somemore. Pissed kn? Then her voice was like so damn sarcastic. Then when i go to th canteen with JR, she was staring & laughing eith Fatin at my direction -.- Eh, MYOB laaa. Haiz. You suck man. I mean it this time. Get a life man loser. Its OUR problem, dont have to spread to others right? My senior somemore. Pakai otak lah bdh! Sialaaan.

Till here. Bye.

{K}, i'll wait. Till we meet again.

handphone, oh please.

2009-03-25T03:56:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Guess i've been Missing In Action for quite awhile?

Before i start my post, i would like to screaaam;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CAVIN WONG!

Currently listening to 'Kiss Me Thru The Phone' by Soulja Boy. I loike th Remix version(: Nicee. So yeah, today, went school with Kaylyn, Fy, Minxuan, Sylvester' clone & Darren. Had duty. Omg, it was a disaster? Th files are not sorted out :/

Then, first lesson was Maths(: Was quite fun at CLC room till Mr Tay scold my class lazy. Alaah, we're sleepy, not lazy. So, after that was a few other lessons. Art was okay. I found it very difficult to follow th details of a human eye. Seriously, superduper haaaard. I was so frustrated & was complaining all th way for like 1 hour? Luckily, Sze Yee was there. If not, i'll feel super bored during art class.

Suddenly, Salihan shout, "Class, did anyone take my handphone?" Then everyone start to panic? Yeah, searched here & there but to NO avail. So, bcause of that, our class kena stayback to write a statement. This is what i wrote:

I have no idea who took it.
I was busy doing my art & comparing my drawing with Vincent & Sze Yee.

As i knw, those who always borrow his hp was them. Haiz. Still have no idea who is th culprit man. But, whoever it is, do return it to Salihan. Just imagine how would you feel if you lost your hp. Saaad right? :/ Think before you do.

And, yeahs, Salihan cant just blame it on th culprit, bcause he is also in fault. Who ask him to put his hp on th table in th first place? Haiz. So yea, stayed back until 3.30? Then went lepak with th normal people.

Was fun till it rained heavily. Omg, my skirt was flying *mouth open wide* Naseb noone saw my shorts. Lalalalala(: So danced with Amalina. We danced to th beat of th JJC camp's songs. HAHA. Was fun. Especially th song, "5 colours in her hair" Khid also join. Hahah, he looks effing funny in a cute way.

Then took lrt at Segar. Thanks Fatin for sending me there(: Love youuu. Then went home, and now, currently doing Art. Maths i havent finish. Must do th practical. Awww sh!t. But, i think tmr i will not be coming to school (?) Sick laaa. D;

THis few days, my body has been very hothotheat. And! A few times at school i may feel like vomitting. You guys may see i look fine, but inside, i may not. Then it gt alot of err, how to say? Dots? Coming out. Haiyoo. Only Azirah knows how i feel. Im like complaining everything to her; everydaay. Thanks for th listening ear. I really appreciate it(:

So yeah, till here. This Friday will not be going for NCC, i have podcast to do. Me & Azirah ==" Saaad huh? So yea, till here(:

Ilveyou, yes, you; mat malaysia frm YCS :D

daaaamn.

2009-03-21T22:09:00.001-07:00

Hello.

I never forgive, i never forget.

Currently chatting with my bestest beloved prettaye cousin, Zainab. See, i cannot puji her aloot lah, later she kerek. JK(: Omg, i miss her(?) Yes, i do. Meet up yeaaaah :D

So yesterday watched harry potter. Its was rather fun? Fun laaa, not always i gt to sit beside my parents & watch TV. Dont know why yesterday they watch harry potter too :/ So yeah, i've done all my homeworks! Yayyyyyyyyyy. Zahrazahrazahra. Stakat tu pn nk happy? Haiz. -.-

Yesterday i complained to a few of my friends about my father. HAHA. I complained to them as if im gonna die that day sey. Like seriously, he's forcing me to do everything. D;

Honestly, i do miss camp. I miss him her him her alooot :D Those who know who am i refering to, shuddup okay? Haiz. I just want to meet them agaaaain can? Futhermore, i didn't have th time to take many of their numbers. Sh!t(?)

Oh, back to homeworks, i didn't do maths. Deeaaadline -.- OMG. Im gonna die laaaaah. I dont wanna talk more. Bcause, i've got nothing to talk about. And! Peeps, hope you all like this layout kay? I just pick randomly uh. Pfft :D

And! I've just downloaded 3 songs. Ahah, '5 colours' , 'Oh My Darling' & 'Nobody But You' .

Sempaaat.

mat malaysia :D

quiz.

2009-03-19T21:48:00.000-07:00

Found this quiz at my bestf; Amy's blog. So yeah, saw my name & i hve to do it right? Hehh.

1.Besides your lips, where is your favorite spot to get kissed?
*Cheeks :D

2.How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
*Wanting to go to dreamland agaain.

3.Who was the last person who you took picture with?
*JJC campmates :D

4.Would you consider to be spoiled?
*Naaaaaaah, my parents are not that rich.

5.Would you ever donate blood?
*Yeaaaaaah, i want to be like my daddy(:

6.Do you have a good friend of an opposite sex?
*Yeaaap, Khairul(:

7.Do you want someone dead?
*Eee, im not that evil :/

8.What does your last text msg says?
*Ish tkper2.. Next time klau ader time aku blanje.. Kecian plk tk dpt ikot :/

9.What are you thinking of right now?
*Mass dance with Khairul(: & Lite Night at JJC.

10.Did you wish someone was with you right now?
*Duuurhh.

11.When did you go to sleep last night?
*3.30 am. Sleeping with tears(?)

12.Where did you bought your t-shirt that you are wearing right now?
*This Fashion.

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
*Yes, my bestest campmate.

14.Who was the last person who texted you?
*Farah, JJC campmate(:

15.People tagged to do this quiz?
*Amy
*Hazirah
*Aisyaa
*Kaylyn
*FangYu
*SzeYee
*YuNing
*Khairul
*Bern
*Mardiana

16.Who is number two having a relationship with?
*Hairy.

17.Is 3 a female/male?
*Female

18.If 7 & 10 gets together will it be a good thing?
*As friends.

19.What is number 1 study about?
*Secondary two syllabus

20.Is number 4 single?
*Loving Syl.

21.Say something about number 5.
*She rocks.

22.What do you think of number 3 & 6 together?
*Number 3 is attached, pfft.

23.Describe number 9.
*Smart in Maths.

24.What will you do if number 6 & 7 fight?
*They are bestf =="

25.Do you like number 8?
*Yes, beloved friend :D

So, yea, today, im trapped in this house. Trapped with homeworks. Dammit. I still miss camp. Pfft.

Imy, campmates D;

JJC camp

2009-03-19T06:53:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Zahra's back from caaaamp!

Okay, im just gonna summarise my camping kayy. I don't wanna express too much bcause, im crying now as i really miss my camp mates. Especially Sya, Hirah, Khairul, Drug addict(:

16 March

Was looking foward to camp. Reached around 7.30am & lepak with Arisha, Amalina below void deck. Haiz. So yea, arond 8.15am, we heard crazy noises from JJC, so we decided to come in. Then, at th gate, th facs were like waiting for us. They were shouting, "Welcome to line camp this way please." continuesly. I was so jakon & scared till i cried? Yeah, it was scary. Like hmm, lets put it this way, you are visiting a place where people just escaped from IMH. Scary kn? HAHA, but they were awesome!

I was thrown into Family 2 (MIB); LG 8. Introduced myself. Yes, th camp was boring on th first day. HAHA, but at laaast, i met Sya. My giler buddy. HAHA, she was real fun. The got Mass Dance. I was paired with a chinese stickman. HAHA! I call him a stickman as he was like tall, skinny & like statue. So yea, im th one who always do th dance moves. Pathetic right? Then have wet games. Played with soaaap. Sya was like, 'Zahra, slide behind me!' Unfortunately, 2 girls went afterher. HAAH. Tried to stand up on th wet floor, but i slipped & fell. Pfft. So yes, i was not really crazy on th first day till it was Song Singing Sesion. Omg, it was real touchy. Th songs are touchy. Amalina cried. Hehh. Went to bed, Sya was laughing like a mad woman acompanied by a little girl which is me.

17 March
Did Pt. I was having slight fever. Pathetic. So was sent to sick bay by my fac, KhimGeok. Then check here, check there, they say im fine? Wtheck. SO went down & ate breakfast(: I skipped PT! Wohhhooo. So after that got mass dance. I chose to pair with Khairul(: Was fun dancing with him. He was supportive! We danced Superstar, 5 colours, Oh My Darling; Ily. HAHA. We went crazy & Amalina was looking at us. Seems like she's shocked? Pfft.

So yea, then we have Kinetic Warfare. But me & Amalina have fever. Slept at sick bay for 2 peaceful hours(: Then at night, we have LINE NIGHT! Was fun! Danced with Daniel Teo. Lame. Then i was infront. Seriously, i was like a maddy that escaped from IMH. Yayyyyy. Nth more to exaggerate. But it was fun! Honestly. I never had so much fun like that before :D Since it was th LAST night we'll be together, i hugged Khairul very tightly. Tears rolled down my cheeks. I know im gonna miss him & th other campers too.

18 March
Last day. Exchanged numbers. Then sang, dance, eat. And! Off. Byebye campers. I'll miss you all. I really have alot of fun with Family 2. HAHA. So yea, met Ms Goh and went to Zhss. So yea, was tired but i want to meet Khid & Sau. Actually Amalina forced me to go lah eh. So met Khid & Sau. Amalina & Sau did those things while me & Khid were like, 'Diam uh cheebyee.' , 'Khid, kau diam uh!' and whatsoever. HAHA. Khid was real funny but he is still not as funny as Khairul. HAHAHA! Omg, i miss my dance partner many many. And! Eugene too! AHSO(: Sya bestie also. And last but not least, Hirah dear.

Okay, till here. Sorry eh Firs & Janaah tk dapat kluar dgn korang. Mum ask to teman her go shopping -.- Yea, went geylang. She bought for me pants. HAHA! Campers, if you want to see th video of th song, 'Nobody But You', here's th link; http://www.imeem.com/people/V0ChPKc/video/gN-5nnZs/wonder-girls-nobody-but-you-dance-video/. ENJOY!

If you're reading this campers, do sms me. I want meet all of you agaain! :D

Eh, yooou. Boohoo.

2009-03-11T04:28:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Things are getting out of hand. And i must find a way to sort it out.

Not gonna update much, im just gonna summarise everything. Yeahha, thats it. Ok, here it goes:

Went to school early with KaylynLee, well, not that early uh. Kinda laate actually. HAHA! Reached school at 7.30am. Put my bag & go to 2n2 awhile(: All so rajin buat MTV project. And, i was like walking around giving sarcastic comments. Oh hell me. But, Khid's one was damn nice ^^ Then rushed for duty. Heeehhh.

God, i love you. I BECOME A COUNSELLOR AGAAIN! Lols, Syazirah, Salihan, Asyikin, Kaylyn, Fy, Darren, Yan Heng, Eunice, JunLin & Cavin, congrats yeahs(: So yea, abaang masih counsellor. Wtf.

So, err, school was neutral. Yeahahah. Then blahblha, after school, went to different places with th normal people; Khid, Amalina, Saufi & Alfian -.- AND! Another 2 greenridgens; Amelia & Salikin. Hehhh, the two of them were 10 times more 'loving' then Amalina & Saufi(:

Then Amalina is alwaaays with Sau. Salikin with Amelia. Khid with Alfian. And, me? Read reader's digest at one corner; ALONE. Pathethic righhht?

Lols, but Salikin, Sau & Amalina will alwaaays ask Khid to temaaan me. -.- Wtheck. Then Khid will say, 'Where's your abang?' Heesh, my abang die alreadddy(: So yea, went from 516 to Fajar then to Senja and at laaast, at Segar. Wthehell. Kinda tired.

So yea, now currently chatting with Jannah, Fir, Firdaus & Hafidz -.- Thats all.
Byes.

Till we meet agaain youuuh!

fleee, ahhh(;

2009-03-10T04:34:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Addicted to reader's digest. Seriously. Im not a bookworm, abang(:

So yesssa. Todaay went down to parade square with abang. Funn aye? HAHA, managed to craap till parade square. In conclusion, i myself, forget what craap we're talking about. But its really funny. And, he quit counsellor? Sad sia. Heesh. He said its bcause of Cikgu Aiman. Haiz, i knw th full stoory already): So, i'll be lonely during counsellor. Heesh.

Still considering if i waant to continue being a counsellor anot. Any votes? :D

So, school was neutral. And, i have a question to ask eh. How to pronounce infinite? Is it (in-five-nine) or (in-fi-nite) ? Bcause Mr Tay told my class its pronounced as (in-five-nine). HAHA! V cute de la. They way he teach us today. Mr Tay rock(; But, i think i gonna flunk my Maths test. D; worried de.

So yea, thats all for today, i guess? Im just so addicted to reader's digest. And! Guess what? From my house, till in th bus, Mrt, Lrt & in school, i kept reading it non-stop. Even Mr Chong go see what im reading(:

And! See thaat picture there? Damn cute kn? That is a present from Cikgu Mis to Azirah for scoring highest for Mt. Wtheck? I waaaant! Lols, zahra so lame? Ok, stooop. But, i will study harder to get that thing sia(; I WILL! Just wait & see, i'll bit Azirah. HAHA. So whaat? I got 2nd for overall highest. HAHA. Nehnehnipupu. I gt 74. Th first is Norlina; she got 82. Siak uh. Maaaarks baek pa? Bigg difference.

Yeahahah. So yes, today, i tend to eaaat alooot. Stress i guess? Heesh. So yes, train-ed home with Cavin Syl, Benny, Sze Yee & Kaylyn. HAHA. Cavin v irritating. Wtheck. I dont waaant go home with him alreadddy):

So yeaaa, till here. Can't wait for tomorrow :D

I will alwaaays lve you.

Hyper active(:

2009-03-09T02:12:00.000-07:00

Hello.

Its just that, im jealous. Thats all.

So, yes, many people know who i like already le. Heesh. actually, this secret is kept for like 123456789 months ago? HAHA. So i dont mind. Pfft. Asalkn dier tk tau sudaaah(: If he knows, idk whaats gonna happen to us la eh. Heesh. And those who know, just zip your mouth la eh :D

So, went to school with Kaylyn. Th oh-so-normal thing to do(: Then, reached school, i put my bag, took out my science textbook & started revising. But, unfortunately, my class condition was so noisy? Haiz. So, went down in search of NurAmalinaBteKamal. Saw her at 2n2 -.- So, yeah, went in and abang talked to me? Surprised? Yes, i am. I taught he's still pissed with me. Btol jugaaak aper Jannah kater, dier sot(: So yea, abang told me, 'Adeq kene pass tau. Tk pass abg tumbok muker adq.' HAHA. Oh yea, must translate : 'Sister, you must pass your test. If you didn't pass, i box you then you know.' -.- wtheck.

So, bell raaang and i went down with Irfan & Fatin. HAHA. So, yea, after he told me that eh, i suddenly feel so hyper. Dont know why. So i was so superduper hyper & i can't sit dowwwn, so, helped Nisa to do her duty. Was fun doing with her though. Craaaped all th way(:

And, yes, maaany of my classmates have a hairdo alreaaady. When's my turn le? I waaant to cut my hair XP Ok, craaap. So yes, todaay studies was neutral. Managed to do science & history test. Thaaanks abang for th wish. And i wish you good luck for your Maths test too! HAHA. Talking about Maths test. Its tomorrow. Fk -.- I hate tests.

Oh, another thing, today, during History, it was fuuun. V fun until Mr Takizawa asked me if i can be th History rep. Oh god? No waaay. HAHA. Unbelievable kn? Sheesh. So i just said yes. Whattodo? I cant say no whaaat. -.-

So yea, today English we have to do compre. Then Ms Xie gave us this thick worksheet. Its our holidaaay assignment. A look at it, feels like fainting. Gosh! And yes, kawan, im addicted to readers digest(: Ilveit. And! Today, those who sits beside me, will always say, "Shuddup!" Hehh. Bcause im too active, so yea, im kinda irritating todaaay. HAAH, sorrry guys. Especially Bern. She says that im too hyper today XP

Okay, you can see that im jealous of something right? Heesh, im just jealous that he alwaays sits with her. HAHA. But i know they don't like each other. Zahra, Zahra. Don't be jealous okay? They're just friends. You know he has not many friends. Not bcause he's anti-social or whaaat. Its just that, NOone wants to be friends with him. Saaad for him la. Thats all i can say. But, i'll be his friend no matter what happen. Thats for sure. Im friendly whaaat ^^

And! Todaaay i went home with my B.tch, JingRong! Yayyyyyyyyyy(: She's so funn to talk with. Craap all th waaay through till yt. Funn aye. Hahas. XP iloveyou la my B.tch. XD

So yea, till here. Byebye maniacs!

Im addicted to your smell.

;D

2009-03-07T20:30:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Walking through different people, each with a different challenge(:

Try putting yourself in this position, you're sick & tired of everything around you, yet, people make you irritated, saad & pissed off. when they irritate you, you will give them a smile or a laugh to make them satisfied. But, in return, they scold you, making you MORE pissed off. You try to make yourself 'happy-go-lucky' again like laast time. But you can't. Thats what im facing right now. I reallyreally miss my last time attitude): Can i get it back? Guess, that will not happen.

Ok, stoop. So yesterday, discussed with mum about th 4 x 400m C girls run. I told her i want to quit it. Then she was like, 'Why? Traain so hard then want quit. Siao ar?' I told her i think, most probably Eagle will lose. Not bcause of me, bcause of other things. Those who know th BIGBIG problem, just shuddup okay? Told her, & then, she laughed like hell man! I never see her laugh like that befooore. Seriously. She told me, Eagle will win, if a miracle happen at that time. Jyeah, i agreed too. Seriously, dorang tkde stamina. Not that i kutok them or what. That's what other teacher's feedback to me. So yea, mum, laugh for all you waant to. :D

And, dammit, tomorrow Science & History test. Fkit! Then got art frigging project about th MTV thingy. Then D&T. Sh!t man, alooot of things to do, duncha think? So yea, time's preciouuus. Damn precioouuus for me these days. And1 Futhermore, i can't control my emotion. It gets happy, sad, angry at any time. Haiz. How shall i EVEN have th guaaards to face my friends tomorrow? Sheesh. Im daaamn worried now -.-

So yea, till here. I neeed to stuuudddy! Jy to my dearlydearly class, 2E5! May you all pass with flyyying butterflies(: go,Go,GO!

Eversince, you're not with me, all changed.

Studied & trained v hard.

2009-03-06T22:39:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Currently trying to appreciate people th way they are.

Well, im gonna summarise what i did for todaay. So early in th morning, went to CCK Stadium as per normal to train for Sports Day. Met Fatin at 8.30am supposingly. But thanks to th goddamn bus which breakdown halfway, im late -.- So, jogged to mrt station instead of waiting for th other bus.

Met her, & went to interchaaange. Wtheck? We saw sec 5N's down there. We were amazed? And they were shocked? Lols. Jakon uh kiter tgk budak Zhenghua collect donation. Pfft. So took 307 & headed straight to CCK stadium.

Then ran 2rounds with Fatin & theeen we slack with F.Lee(: Then Kaylyn came. Then Syl. Pfft. So in conclusion, today was quite gay-reeek. Except for th part i have to go to Lot 1 with Syl ==" Tsk. Futhermore, he & Darren wore th class tee. Which is same as mine lah, for goodness sake.

So, went Lot 1 & go hooome straight! See, Zahra is a good girl(: And, currently chatting with Kaylyn. Laughs.

Oh yea, befooore i go off, i yesterdaay bad mood what. Then mum & dad can summore scold me for no reason. Leeerr, dh tuer buat hal plak mlm2 buter. So yea, thats all. And i was shocked to see Hafidz msg today morning. HAHA, ingaat jugak dkt adq dier biler camp(: touched laa gitu. So, yea, can't wait till th npcc camp end which is at 7pm ==" Heesh, so he can text me. So i wont be this bored lah kn? Hehhhh.

Im studying haaard for Science bcause i want to get full marks. Guess why i want full marks? Bcause, i waaant Ms Tan to blanjaaa my class Pizza Hut as whaaat she promised. So, JY to me & e5. Must have at leaaast 1 person get full marks hor? Jiayooou.

And! NurulJannahBinteJohari, thanks for making my daaay(: You're th best scaandal i hve eveeer had XD

And! i guess today, i can describe myself like this song, "Halo" by Beyonce. And! Credits to my deareessst KaylyyynLee for taking my picture at CCK stadium(: loveya! Till here, bye maniacs :D

Praying it won't fade away.

Veeery pissed.

2009-03-06T04:14:00.000-08:00

Hello.

You called me this & that. Why can't i? Though im younger, so whaaat? -.-

Seems like im really pissed this days. So, i have no mood to put up great pictures for you all. Heesh, how sad. So lets see, today. Im so frigging bored, pissed?

How i wished, today there is NO npcc camp for sec 1's. Min Xuaaan! Take cares uh you(: So yea, back to th point. Its only a wish that will never come true. I said that because i really missed talking to him. I mean, him; my dearlydearly brother(: Not th sec 2 one -.- Th sec 3 oneee! Hafidz(: HAHA. Idk why i like talking to him la. To me, he's alwaaays there for me. Heesh, ok, stop craaaping.

So, todaaay gt NCC. Photo taking rabaak -.- Ameer commented on me that i maybe short, but, my shoulders damn tall(: Im a tallie! Lame ==" So lets see, Im taller then Amira, Aidil, Nga Kei & Shahirah. Thats all i can remember. In actual fact eh, i tell you guys, my body is tall but i have a short neck(: Ps.

So Pt was ok laah. Fall out bcause gt stomach craaamp. Tkleh angkat. But i still remeber i go call Aidil, IC. Pfft. Im supposed to call him Copral. Sh!t im sorry eh Aidil XD I damn ps sia. Then Venice kept 'irritate' me in a v cute waaay & making me more ps. HAHA.

Then went home. Thats when my bad mood came. I've said sorry what. Dont have to show me your pissed face right? You can call me this & that. Why i cant? Dont be sensitive to me ey. wtheck. I know you got alot of friends uh. Doesn't mean you're pissed of with me then you dump me at one corner right? Think before you do such foolish thing la. Hurting yaknow.

So then lrt-ed to lot 1 with Kaylyn & go walkwalk with her. Kaylyn rocks my ankle socks la. She understand me v well(: So yea, another thing, you pissed with me ONLY right? Dont have to show that face to my friends also la. They can see something is wrong between us. Its obvious ==" Use your frigging braaain before you do something.

So walk here, walk there, saw Cavin & Willyn *ehems*. Then train-ed home. V tired bt fun. I see that today, only Kaylynlee can make me happy. A million thanks dear(:

So yeah, till here. Hope we'll still be close like that time, guy. Though you're pissed, i know one day we'll be together agaaain. As close friends(:

You were th one spending my whole night regretting to do sucha thing.

Kinda pissed?

2009-03-05T02:46:00.000-08:00

Hello.

It ain't going the way it should be.

Seems like there is no picture for today? Bcause, im not in th mood to do sucha thing like, uploading photo ==" I kena call fl.t for like 2 times today. Pfft, im not fl.ting la. You dk dont anyhow say me ok? Go die asshole(s). You jealous say jealous la. Don't make up stupiiid craaps just to destroy my life. Pfft.

So currently listening to Breaka Breaka by Trick Daddy? Haaah, im not really satisfied sia today. Firstly, i kena call fl.t 2 times. Second, i cannot go Track Heats. Heesh. Talking about Track Heats, im sorry Amalina, i just can't escape. Im scared of Mr Tay sending me to Blueroom. HAHA! And! I scared i kena scold my parents. Its better to be safe then sorry(: Third, my class kena go Blueroom for th second time in 2 months. Nelson, you damn brave go tell Mr Sng that James go blahblahblah *secret*? -.-

So when for Peer. My tutor was sitting with Kiana ==" Wtheck. Wlao ey. So, instead, i sat with Kaylyn & Felicia Lim(: They were fun though. Craaap all th way with Kaylyn, Felicia, Darren & Qiqi.

So hmm, after Peer, went to Yuning's house. I mean, my heaven scandal's house. She nvr come school today sia. Heesh, get well soon hunn. And! Our class pic dont have your photo. Saaaad face ); And! MS XIE & MS HOE deeead drop preety sia today. Today ONLY! Hahahaha, jk XD Ms Xie was, 'Snow White' for today. And! I can't belive im sitting infront? I NEVER sit infront for my whole entire 13 years living on Earth. Omg? So i look jakon infront. Sheesh!

After taking photo, which i bet will come out funny, we went back to class & continue compre. Th compre was kinda complicated. And! Tomorrow got NCC photo taking. Wear number 4. Must be neaaaat yeah(:

And! One weird thing i found out about myself this week. Gee, i like going out early to school. Come back late. walk home, sleep. Pfft. Lazybumb. But, i lve studies ok? except D&T , Art & IDPW. Heesh. I cant rub that feeling of hate-ness for those subs. Sobs.

And so, thats all. Till we meet again.

Im happy i've made a right choice(:

Mood Swing.

2009-03-04T03:42:00.001-08:00

Hello.

How i wish, i don't know you. Or maybe this is just a feeling?

Early today, i woke up at 6.20am. A nightmare sial. I always wake up at 5.15am. Heesh. So skipped breakfast, go bathe, change, brush teeth, wear shoe & OUT! & Mum keep on scolding me ey. Don't know why. She also scold me even when im bathing. Laughs. So yea, today aloot of people just couldn't possibly wake up. Jiweeeer ^^

Lets skip about school ok? Bcause, school is as per normal. Except for Maths. We go google earth & guess what? Its coool? No its not, I go type my address & guess what? The satelite go zoom in at the road nyer my area ==" How could I, a human being, possibly stay along th road? Pakai otak uh babe!

Then after school, went for lunch(: Then Dirah came up to me, "Eh, nmpk wallet aku?" The i was like? "No." Then she & Amy bbl aper tah. Idc then she cried. Relax babe. I know we will find it(: So, went general office & just as i expected, it was there. Th black wallet, an ownage of Nurul Nadirah. Heesh. Girl, jager wallet tu baek2 :D Im happy that th person who've found it return to th General office. V honest! I liiike. -.-

So then went for track heats. As usual, sat beside Ifan. So watched him play PSP. He VS Dinie. Very th cute sia. HAHA, Ifan's name was, MONSTA & Dinie's was, Irfan Hitam. Laughs. So guess who's th winner? My abang of course! 1-0 (:

So took timing as per normal. Oh-so-boring thing to do. Then i still remember Fithri came in 2nd. He was so damn tired & couldn't even answer my question(: HAHA. Then halfway, i bad mood. Mood Swing. Thats what Saufi commented on me. Thanks Zul for 'caring' for me. Though i kicked you todaaay. HAHA.

Then time to go back. Amalina wanted to sit with Saufi. So yea, whatever. Pfft. So i sat with Hanafi? Heesh. All th seniors v cute la, they keep on saying, "Shame On You." Cutecute. And! Gurjeet was a gentleman. Let ladies go out first.

Then meanwhile, wait for Kaylynlee. Wtf. Go greenridge & met seniors again ==" Then i lazy to exxagerate uh. So train-ed home with Kaylyn, Syl & Nic. That all.
Till here maniacs.

If there's still space for you, i'll forgive you. But trust me, i wont.

i have no idea what craap is that.

2009-03-03T03:11:00.001-08:00

Hello.

Once again, a rainy day. Please go awaay laaah!

So, today did nothing much. Mr Tay didn't come school as he have sort throat & fever. Haish. So NO self study for me(:

So, school was Neutral. Wasn't that boring lah. Just fun(: But yesterday more fun. Tmr very th fun? Lols. Idk. Idc. Life is hard. And, we must go through it. If you dont go through it, you're a loser. Bullsh!t craappp.

So, yes, i've done thingking twice, & i think, Maths rock. I waaant to do well in Maths & Science & English & Mt. Those are my favourite subbies. But this year, i seem to like all subbies except IDPW. That teacher uh. Mfreaker.

So, today after school, waited for Kaylyn lee? & Syl go send her home instead ==" So went lepaaak again at normal place. This time, bored uh. Played with Alfian's PSP & talk craap with Dayah. And! Alfian! Your adeq cute sial(: Amalina, please, please, dont do taht ever again. Its very irri for me.

So yea, i must JY in all subbies. & guys, i want to start afresh. I want to enjoy life & do well in studies. So, dont think im avoiding you guys ok? Amalina called me a history geek. Oh cmmon, i just lve History from sec 1? Yea, bcause i lve th stories. HAHAHA. Then today history lesson i slept for 5mins. Pfft. Damn tired babe(: And, my father is very irri nowadays.

So yea, till here mighties.

Jealousy overwrites everything. And, im not jealous over your craappy stories(:

Rain, rain go awaaaay!

2009-03-02T02:46:00.000-08:00

Hello.

So, today, podcaaaast was fun. Played with Kaylyn & Darren. Funn aye(:

Today ran 2.4km like shit. Please lah. I tried my best. Me & Kaylyn run together bcause we both sick ey. HAHAHAH!

So, assembly was funny? Whatever. Then after school go lepak with Irfan, Saufi, Amalina, Khidir, Hanis, Azirah & Alfian. Fun. Saufi & Amalina kept hugging atone corner. Lols. So, me & Irfan sit another corner & do our stuffs. The rest? Idk what they do. HAHA!

So then trained home with Irfan & Hainis. but i didn't talk to them much. I only text Amalina(: So met mum at North Point & we ate KFC. Bus-ed home as it was raining heaaaavily & currently at home, doing frigging IDPW project & otp with Kaylyn, Darren & Jack. HAHAS.

Till here mighties.

Thanks for the huggs. Iloveyou, thats all i knew.

cute memmories are meant to be kept.

2009-02-28T04:38:00.000-08:00

Hope you all enjoyed th training camp! ;D
So, lets summarise th two days okay? Fridayayeaye & Saturdayayeaye. Im zanny now(:

Friday.

Went school with a big bag. Actually my bag looks normal -.- Only heavier as there's ncc shirt & campong stuffs. So, reached school & saw an accident? Neat. Fy was scared at th sight of blood. Th motorcyclist leg is damn bloody. Bloodyhell. Then got NCC. We go West Coast! I was in group 007 with Dinie, Zhe Min & 2 alpha cadets. Funfun aye. But sorry guys, my stamina low uh. HAHA. though i force myself to run, i still cannot. Haiyoos. Then after NCC, went to training camp. Tired siol. At first, was in group 1 with all chinese except for me & Mascarra(: After lunch, we re-grouped 7 i was still in group 1, but with my brother -.- & jiamin, eunice, tricia, idham & some others. Then do some activities & went to bed. Heh. irfan & Saufi want to overnight, bt they slept bfore me instead. -.-

Satuday.

Back from camp! Yay! omg, rain? Lols, walked with kaylyn to Fajar Mac. Then she kept on falling. Even in macs! Pooor thing. HAHA! But v cute lei. I love her(: So, then walked to yuning's house. Then halfway got some half-naked guys go call my name? Damn PS. Omg? Its tht my senior. HAHA. Sorry eh, i dont really noticed you guys. -.-

So, Sunday just go grandma's house -.-
& till here, byebye.

Merlion's ear! Omgay.

LifeRange! :D

2009-02-26T03:02:00.001-08:00

You take care of him & he'll take care of you.

As what people say, treat your rifle as your husband or bfriend. I treat it as my best bfriend(: HAHA. So, today life range.

Congrats to all 7 marksmen. And! Dinie, i must say, you're good at shooting. Can't deny it. But, yeah, don't kembang. Like what maam said(:

So, lets see, life range was scary but fun. I lve it! Its more easy & fun then IMT. Seriously. So, my assistant was one guy from Unity? Damn handsome(: He talktalk to me lah. Being friendly lah kn? But he ok lah.

So, i scored 7 points. Same as Arisha! HAHAHA! We passed, at least & i lve it. So, yea, thats all. Lazy to exaggerate uh. Vry tired. So, now home sweet home & chatting with Adq Mardiana, Abg Irfan & Hafidz ==" eh, Abg Irfan offline? Wtheck, k, fine -.-

So, now im oh-so-cold? Yea, freezing. Tomorrow hve school, NCC, camp -.- Guess im not bringging sleeping bag. I dont want sleep! If i sleep, i sleep at Amalina. Can? Or, hmm, Irfan! Yea, i sleep on Irfan! Bcause tht time he slept at mine mah. Take turns. JK(:

So, yea, gtg hunn! Mum's calling! Must go eat.

Pfft.

Iloveyou, but why couldn't i admit?

I've done good deeds.

2009-02-23T02:10:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Whole class go blue room bcause we rock(: Pfft.

So, hmm, today school was neutral. Maths test, my whole class did badly. Same goes to History. Well, my class is getting more attitude, i guess. Heh. But yea, we flunked everything, as a whole.

So, during History lesson, Mr Takizawa was giving out our test scripts & the whole class was frigging noisy. Of course we're noisy. My class is like that, 2E5 is LIKE THAT! So, he get so feddup & brought us to th Blue Room. My class was like heaven down there(: Everyone was quiet. Not a single word came out of our mouth. And! Th Malays in my class sit together as a WHOLE. Baik pa?

Then, dammit, principal walked past & asked cher what class is this. Haiyoo, there goes our class pride. GONE just like that. Pfft. Then 30mins later, Mr Takizawa ask me to lead th class back to 2E5. I walk damn fast. Not bcause im showing my anger ==" I just want to walk fast. HAHA!

So, reached class, discuss answers & done! *skipskip. End of school. Met EvaNtsh & she asked me if i can replace her for tomorrow's counsellor thingy. Hmm, i said NO. Then she keep on asking, and asking & i said YES laah. Poor thang lah she. So since she's my good buddy, i'll help her. Heh, see, im a good friend. Pfft.

Then met Arisha & she ask me teman her go buy earplugs for LifeRange(: I agreed. Heh. Im a goood friend, people(: We go eat macs. Sedaaap. ==" And! Talking about LifeRange, Dinie! YOU BETTER WATCH OUT! That batch is gonna be mine! Muahahahhah ;D

So now, home sweet home. Currently chatting with Amy Kaylyn & DJ Maverick.

DJ Maverick: Cher, get well soon ah you!

Kaylyn: Siao, Cavin gonna stead with Willyn =="

Amy: HAHA, i'll try my best hunn. I want go see you dance(: I'll support you all the way alrights? Love ya!

HAHA, so, yea, will be asking my mum if i can go learn breakdance with Amy at RP. Since her mum don't allow her as she's th only girl learning, i think my mum will let uh. My mum supportive de. HAHA! *fingers crossed.

Ok, till here. Tomorrow onwards, i damn busy. I tell you.

I can't stop staring at you(:

Happy wedding(:

2009-02-22T04:10:00.000-08:00

Hellos.

Happy wedding to my cousin, Abang Farhan Nabrawi & Kak Farhana Sim.Hope you guys stay happy forever(:

So, yeah, today went madrasah & talked about 'Wujud'. HAHA! I told ustazah that next week i'm not coming as i have to train for Sports day. Pfft. What an excuse. -.-

Then, drove off to Fort Canning to help-out for the wedding. Gahahha(; Happy sia. So, then went to Al-Falah mosque to pray. Then drove off to, hmm, Sembawang park & play with my cousins there. *skipskip.

Im so lazy to type sia. So, then ate shark fin soup. Woohoo(; Sedaaaap giler. I recommend you. HAHA! Then home sweet home. Tired laah i should say. And! I have headache & now macam nk demam. Sh!t.

And! Guys, this coming week, i'll be dead busy lah, i tell you. Starting from Wednesday onwards.So lets see, WEDNESDAY; counsellor thingy. THURSDAY; Life Range. FRIDAY & SATURDAY; Training camp. SUNDAY; Train for Sports day.

See, im busy. Rofl.

What will you do if i lve you?

Traaained real hard.

2009-02-20T22:11:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Must JY in everything i do. I must focus on everything i want.

So, today, woke up at 5.15am bcause my mother woke mw up at th wrong time. Pfft. So, golek again on my bed until 6.45am? Whattheheck? 6.45am? Im so freaking late. HAHA!

So, woke up, stretched, rushed to th toilet & bathe. Change, eat & out. Pfft. Its was 7.30am & I was still waiting for th bus. Goodness. So, took 962 instead of 965 as th bus haven't come. Took 962, alight at th next bus stop & sprinted to th mrt station. Text-ed Fatin that i'll be reaching around 8am. She told me to Chillex & take my time. Pfft. Then she say, "Sure Arisha scold." Then i was like, ya hor. Omg, sorry laahs.

Reached there at 8am, as expected. Saw Arisha there? I was shocked. Pfft. I taught i was th late one but, fortunately, Felicia was th late one as she took th wrong bus & headed to Phoenix. HAHAHA! Poor thang.

Then all of us took 307 and rushed to th CCK Stadium as Norlina & Nadhirah wait for us there. Pfft. Went in & guess what i saw? Gurjeet's gang.

They wanted to challenge us, but when i see how fast they ran, we all backed off. HAHA! You know, we relay (4 people), 1 round, took us about 1:27 mins while for them, 1 person can run 1 round in 1:07 mins! Fast sia. -.-

So, they keep on disturbing Felicia. HAHA! Then Arisha, Nadhirah, Felicia, Norlina go buy drinks & leave me & Fatin at CCK stadium. What der. Pfft. I can't belive, those guys are very vain. They took a long time in th toilet. Noisy sia. Me & Fatin want take photo pon susah. JK(: *skipskip.

After excercising for a few more rounds, we went off after Gurjeet's gang went off. Then they 'followed' me, Fatin & Nadhirah to CCK interchange where we meet Arisha & Felicia as they take bus instead of walking. Pfft. Then blahblahblah and ended up with me, Arisha, Fatin, Felicia go walkwalk at Lot 1 until 1pm. We went to th toilet to camwhore first. HAHA! Its like we do a toilet survey on every floor? Wth ah. But, in conclusion, all very clean XD Then, we went to th library at 11.30am? Then gossip about a group of girls uh. Cannot tell who. HAHA! They also don't like them uh. Pfft -.- Then home sweet home ;D

Kayys, till here. Bye.

I ran a thousand miles just for you(:

Tired -.-

2009-02-20T04:34:00.000-08:00

Damn tired. Thats what i can remark about this few days.

Today go school in a bad mood. Bcause i damn tired mah. Then reached school copy science. Bleahs. Thats what i always do. Pfft. Tkde kerje punyer orang.

So, MT gerek? No, not that gerek. Azirah ME Rahman Fir keep on laughimg at th relief teacher. Dier bobal macam robot. Then we took our MT test. Neutral laaah. HAHA! Then after th test, we need to do some stuffs in th workbook. Then i check my bag & realised my book is under Sze Yee's table. So, rushed up & go find it. Pfft. Psps. Zhunni, sorry if i disturb you during your test! Super sorry :x

Rushed down, open my workbook & start work. Rajiiiin(: Halfway, i talktalk to Fir lah. I say my music teacher taught i was an Indian, so she didn't give me my Malay paper (last year). Then skali cher pon ketawer. Wth -.- All this while he's listening to our conversation sey. ROAR! Menyebok jer biler orang muder-muder bobal. HAHA, JK(:

SO, then it was ncc. Pfft. Bored? Fun? Idk, im superb confused. HAHA! But then you very unfair le. You seperated me & another 5 of us from Bravos. Then you teach them more then what he taught us. What derr. Then you give me awwfull excuses. Aiyooos. I want to learn as a whole. Its unfair to the six of us yaknow. Hmph. Kayy, forget it.

HAHA! Then Pt. Arghh, push ups & sit ups make my stomach crammp. Pfft. Then we have running. Lols. Then World War III came. Me & Arisha. Its lasted for 5 mins only. Bcause we cannot be seperated lah. Seriously. ;D And! THanks eh Fatin for making me & Arisha laugh until we bcome buddies again. Sayaaang kau & Melati.

So, after NCC, went greenridge to buy drinks(: Yummaye! Then went home trained home with Arisha & HQ. Wooohhhooo, now, home sweet home. Peace! Tomorrow meeting Fatin Arisha Sylvester at cck to train for sports day. My stamina getting low leerrr -.- Must Jiayouu * traiiin hard. Not forgetting Life Range this coming Thurday guys. I must work hard & must take Dinie's advice, 'Try harder next time'. HAHAHA!

Nothing is gonna seperate us. If we're seperated, it'll be like Earth without a Sun(:

Yay! ;D

2009-02-17T04:23:00.000-08:00

Hello.

Yay! Today ohs today.

So, went to Nee Soon place for IMT. Wohoo! I pass! Congrats to the 12 passes (including th 4 marksmen) .

To Dinie Thaqif, JANGAN kerek laaah!
Pfft -.-

Kayy, so, changed with Melati then eat luch. Must rush le. Late -.- So, reached Nee Soon. I was so frigging sleppy tired & sleepy ler. If im not sleepy & tired, sure i get marksman de. Mcm paham eh? -.^

So, hmm. Then th target deaaad small le. Haha, then 2 times unsupported dey. Damn heavy lorrr. Even guys also cannot tahan. HAHA! So, went back to the room after shooting. They ask diam position. Wtfg -.- Me and Azirah tertido. Laughs. Paiseyh!

Then went back to school, in bus also sleeep. Woohoo(: So, hmmm, k laaah, till here. Im too busy listening to Muttons to Midnight. They roccccck ;D

Wah sey.

2009-02-16T01:59:00.000-08:00

Hello!

I know you won't trust me anymore.

So, she's not angry with me. Pfft. Bcause im NOT the one. Laughs. At least you've changed EL. Now i can work with my dearest gfriend already(: Forget about it yeahs? Lets start anew, though you trust me abit only. But, fine lerr, you still haven't know me that well. So, lets become like last time kayy partner?

So, first lesson was PE. Lame. Funny aye. I play like hell. I enjoy abit? I guess so. Next was IDPW. Yes, that bored teacher. He's th first teacher that i hate for this year for his petty-ness. Wtfg -.- He talktalk, complain. Then call us Monkeys? Go die laaahs. Monkey my foot laaaah. We are civilised people yaknow. Though we ACT like Monkeys sometimes. But, we still show respect to you. Pfft.

Next was recess. Then CME. As per normal. Fun aye. Cher say we have to do SLP. Like wtfg? Community service -.- AS A WHOLE CLASS ><

Then halfway Haziq, Ilham, Aidil, Hafidz walk along our corridor. Pfft. Wtfg. Then Haziq go shout, 'Hjh!' I was like? Bleahs -.-

So then its English. Do podcaaast! I love podcast. Especially Mr Meverick. He roccck ler. He tought me some Indian Essence. At first it was hard leerr. But soon i've got it! Yay! Iloveyou, cher XD

So then assembly -.- Boring leerrr the talk. Btw, im hoping to take a new course for next year. Which is Travel & Tourism! Sounds like fun aye? Hpe so *fingers crossed. But, i must take A Maths also. Hehh. Hope i can cope Maths lah eh. FOR THE SAKE OF THIS COURSE. Since i don't want to take Pure science, Home Econs, D&T or even worse, ART -.- So, jiayou for Maths. Hope i can do it!

All i want is that damn course!

Kayy, i want end here laaahs. Pfft.
Bye lovers!

LimFangYu, hunneh

2009-02-15T02:08:00.001-08:00

Hello.

Check yes Romeo. Thats my song.

Pfft. This is sucha extra post kayy?

Super random. Art suck.

Thankyou LimFangYu!

THNAKS ALOT for being there when im in need. Youre not like that bth. You were there for me. You lend me your shoulder. Thanks skinny-ah-ma! I love you(:

Get a life will you bth?

DON'T BOTHER ME EVER AGAIN!